Are there links between Autism, being a Savant and being Clairvoyant? Do Autistics communicate telepathically? As humans we are also animals – and all other animals do. As humans have we hidden, chosen to simply discard or disable access to our Upper Intelligence? I am part of a growing group of people who are accessing that upper level, and I’m trying to find out how and why we can so I can share it with others. Here is some information just for information’s sake – I’m throwing my PSI profile out there so you can see how my mind works – and maybe learn something about how your mind works as well. We are all different, have different capabilities or skills on the PSI Spectrum, but the spectrum DOES exist, even though we are told over and over again that it doesn’t. I know otherwise, and I think you do too.
Here’s how my brain works….It’s like there are two different parts of my brain. One is the “day-to-day” part that drives around, goes to the grocery store, makes dinner for my family, keeps the life running. I don’t want it to sound like autopilot, because I do truly get so much joy from doing those things, being with people, my family and having “real life” experiences. So that is the “regular” part. The other part is an open channel – the best way I can describe it is
like a program running in a computer in the background. It’s not being accessed right now, but it’s there and it’s running. This channel – I see mine as a funnel – that has access to tons of information, which is moving by in a stream at all times. And this is no tiny stream, it’s a river of information moving around all of us ALL of the time. Everything we do, have done, or will do contributes to it. Most of it means nothing to me, but my brain somehow recognizes some of it as important and grabs it, and stores it for later. The best way I can describe it is a sudden thought, picture, word or little movie – seemingly random from out of the blue will pop into my head, I used to think, huh, that’s weird and dismiss it. Now I know my brain/mind didn’t dismiss it, throw it back into the stream like a fish, my brain/mind banked it, filed it away, stored it somewhere. This is happening at all times. I have no control over what is kept and what is thrown back. I began to notice that I would have a conversation later that day, or week, or two weeks later, that the information “fit with” or belonged to, and something that had been a passing blip gets pulled back up for that person, I share it, they take it and we part. Sometimes it is a building block to a much bigger picture. Sometimes, I never see them again. Now, because I’ve been able to recognize this outside information as something other than my own, especially when it starts to build a pattern or “story” for lack of a better word, it’s like my brain/mind knows this and creates a file, with a blank space on the tab. Since I am working professionally as a channel I can see things coming together now and will usually get a new appointment within the day or next two days, and I know the information is for that person. All the information coming in for them goes into their file. Since I’m working with more than one client at a time, my brain somehow knows which file the information goes into. When I meet with them, the sound of their voice is what pulls and opens the file. Then we go from there.
Autism scale – I’ve never had much of an interest in Autism, until beginning to work with Dr. Diane Powell, a neuroscientist who has worked with savants and is currently doing research around autistic children and telepathy. She’s been on my radio show twice, the last time we discussed her research connecting Autism and telepathy – how non verbal children communicate with their parents or caregivers by literally “seeing” their minds. The word “reading” isn’t appropriate here. When I think of someone “reading” someone else’s mind – I imagine all of a person’s thoughts being laid out. “Seeing” someone’s mind only makes the relevant information available, and nothing else. So the fears that people have about “Oh my God! I don’t want someone to be able to read my thoughts!!” are completely unfounded here. What is made available – by the person whose mind is being “seen” and they do make the information available – think of it this way, it’s like a phone conversation – when you are talking with a friend, you don’t just randomly start spewing out all the information in your brain! You stick to the topic at hand. This is a similar exchange. The “seer” extends, the “giver” makes the relevant piece of information available. I’ll talk about that a little more later in the post.
You can hear that interview with Dr. Powell here – File name: Dr.DianePowell20141211.
I use the word “see” because during the show I began to see – like a movie in my mind – how the child we were discussing picked up the information from her therapist – I saw – it’s actually kind of comical when I go to describe it – it looks like a “ghost hand” (as if in an old cartoon) comes up and out of the child’s head, reaches over and “plucks” the information from the therapists head, and pulls it back into her own. We talk about this on the show, you can hear me describing it as I’m seeing it.
What it’s like for Autistic Kids
I know and have always known – that Autistic kids are not living on our level. The tragedy is that we try to bring them down to it. And for them, that’s amazingly painful. Literally. I’ll talk about that later too. These children have access to a much higher level of information, have a brilliant range of understanding and processing, but not at our level. We should not be trying to fit them into our world, we should be trying to understand theirs. Here is something else I know – Autism is here to stay. Gradually within a few generations, all humans – not that you can call it that anymore – will be Autistic. A lot of changes are coming, but that’s another post. But the simple truth is Autism is just a higher form of processing and communicating.
After the show Diane and I stayed on the phone and talked about Autism, her work and her subject. As we spoke, something amazing happened. I began to talk about the language Autistics use and how trying to force them to use ours is incorrect. Picture this: It’s like trying to teach a highly functioning and intelligent adult latin, hieroglyphics – or any dead language – while beating them amongst the face and head. There are two thoughts there –
Why the hell do I need to know this when I already have this perfectly wonderful language to communicate?? and God, this hurts!
This is literally what it feels like to an autistic person to learn our language, they don’t have a need for it, and it hurts. (as I read back over this I get the visual of an adult dragging a child’s face along a rough concrete sidewalk, as the child wails and protests. Again, this is what it feels like to them. Why would we continue to do this? – The correct approach is perhaps more fearful for us – opening our own minds to receive what THEY have to offer US.) So – After the show during our conversation when I was speaking with Dr. Powell about her young subject I began to see a stream of colored shapes, imposed over a colored background. These shapes were not just 3 dimensional, but…fuller, richer. And there were no edges to the shapes, but there were definite shapes. The first one was a red sphere (for the visual) set on a red/orange background. It kind of bounced by – as if moving through a frame – from right to left. I didn’t see them all at once, like we see sentences on a page, I saw them one at a time. The sphere was rotating and…pulsing, all the while changing color in sync with the background. As that shape moved off to the left, a new shape came into view, I kid you not, it looked like a puffy cheeto – but S shaped. This one was purple/indigo, set on a purple background. As it moved – again from right to left – a distinct yellow color emerged on its right side, and moved over and across it. While I was seeing the shapes I was describing them to Diane. She stopped me and the colored images ceased. It was like I was “snapped” back into reality. Which was too bad, in addition to being beautiful, these shapes, these two images brought with them not a picture in my head – like if you say the word cat – I know what a cat is and can see it in my head, it was nothing like that. these images, letters, words or whatever they were – this “snapshot” of autistic language – brought with it no associative pictures in my head, nothing like that, but an all-encompassing sense of peace. That’s the only way I can describe it. But Dr. Powell had stopped me to ask if I had done any research on Autism, was I reciting something I had read? At first I didn’t understand the question. When I got what she was saying I answered honestly “no”. She went on to tell me that what I was describing was how a musical savant that is verbal (I don’t remember his name) – when he hears music he also sees it. What I was describing was what he describes when he sees music. After that I understood how autistics communicate with their own beautiful language, and how – for lack of a better feeling – UGLY ours is to them. The visual I get is pulling someone down off of a high beautiful mountain with a lovely view of a fantastic sunset, and dragging them down into a dark and sopping wet muddy valley to trudge through the knee-deep mud. Anguish is the word I hear. After that conversation with Diane and seeing the language I began to have a deep headache on both sides of my head, as if someone put a vice straight down around my temples from above and tightened it. This was odd, as most headaches I have begun behind one of my eyes and expand outwards. This was very different. I began to understand – to be shown – this is the pain autistics feel after working on our level. That headache lasted until I went out and was around other people, somehow that “shook it off”. But I got the message, loud and clear. Again, it’s not to pull them into and integrate them into our world, but to get a better understanding of theirs. I’ll go into this more later in another post.
What the Channel looks like working with clients
So working with clients is kind of like what I described in the earlier part – its a mix of that banked information that’s been coming in and stored, and that “plucking” of information that is somehow offered by the client. Earlier this year I became familiar with accessing the Akashic Records, (which unknowingly I had already been doing) and that created a series of “downloads” that has increased the capacity of how I work. Now I am able to look back into somebody’s past – and be taken to an age where something traumatized or splintered their thought processing. Where an “incorrect” thought was placed – the way it looks to me is that the person is moving along a path just fine, the correct path, but then something happens to jar them and they start moving again, but on a slightly different, incorrect path. Many times this is something so seemingly small, a punishment, a scolding, seeing someone the person loves doing something “wrong” in their eyes…anyway, I can see that point, take the person back to it, show it to them as they saw it, and help them to understand that whatever took place was simply incorrect. Blame, judgement, pain and anger are removed at that point, and at the same time repeated patterns begin to unravel like a thread. At the same time something amazing happens, as the person begins to heal, so does the individual that placed the incorrect thought, and the situation, even if they have already passed. All of these things are happening at once, and are just channeled through me, I’m the conduit. It appears this healing comes from the same, or at least a similar place that the Autistic Language does. It comes from that stream I was talking about earlier, what I think Einstein was referencing when talking about “the Ethers” (or Aether – from the greek word meaning “upper air” or “pure, fresh air”. It’s all the same thing. It encompasses peace, understanding, forgiveness. I can’t explain it, and I don’t need to. I just see it do it’s job and it’s done. I don’t understand yet what the link is between the autistic Language and how my brain/mind works…but there is one. This is what got me thinking – am I a savant? When I was working with a director a while back he flew in from NY for a week to spend time with me and some other members of TPSC. We were telling him we were all just normal people and after spending a couple of hours with me he said, “You are not normal. You are far from normal. None of you guys are normal!” It was like he couldn’t even believe that we thought that. At first I felt a little taken aback, but then he went on to say, “None of you have regular jobs. None of you do things the way “normal” people do things. Do you really see yourself as normal?” That’s when I really started to think about that – not being normal. And I know I’m not the only one. I am a functioning person, but only on my own terms. I don’t say this to sound like an elitist, quite the opposite, like the autistic or asperger kids – I just can’t take the whole world sometimes, my limits when it comes to “real life” are short. Now that I am an adult I know this. Here are a few of my own characteristics so you can see what I’m talking about. I know little about Autism, so I don’t know if these match, but I do know a little about savants – fascinated, I started to read a little but then stopped, I don’t like to be front loaded on a topic by reading about it, I prefer for the information to just come naturally via the channel. But here are some characteristics that I know coincide with or are because of…what I am.
I have little to no long-term or short-term memory.
Dyslexic / I transpose the last two numbers in sequences, but only occasionally. I actually read the numbers backwards, not simply just writing them backwards. Math is a foreign language – literally. I have no understanding of even the most basic equation past simple adding and subtracting, multiplication, division.
Ridiculously high sensitivity to sound, especially sudden noise – here’s a real life example: the sound of a public toilet flushing – (like in a grocery store bathroom or movie theater )is excruciating to me. Additionally I can hear/feel a cell phone vibrate three rooms away with the doors closed.
High sensitivity to “compact” electricity – Best Buy or the electronics department at Target are two places I stay away from.
Having more than one thing “playing” at once is excruciating to me. Example: TV on in one room, son watching/listening to YouTube in an adjoining room, while a conversation is going on all at the same time. This creates extreme agitation in me and I have to leave immediately.
Sensory issues – example: condensation on a water glass makes my skin crawl even to see it. Touching it, no way!
I can’t be around a lot of people at a time. Period!
Absolutely no patience for small talk or people who talk only about themselves or celebrities. Can’t watch the news. Highly empathic.
High sensitivity to light – I keep our house dark – much to the chagrin of my husband.
I’m not saying having these sensitivities makes me a savant. But I want to know more about my brain/mind, what this is I have, working with others that have it and uncovering information. I know a lot of BIG changes are coming, right around the corner, I have formed a team of people who have similar PSI characteristics, with variations, we are all on the PSI-Spectrum and working together increases our skills, we pick up each other’s skills and all of them are enhanced when we are together or connected in conversation. We run what we pick up by each other, for clarification, and the information is all the same. These people who are part of the team are all over the country and reaching now into the UK. Whatever you want to call it – this Upper Level, Extended Intelligence, PSI-MIND, it does exist. There are those of us that have been accessing it for a long time, and it is interwoven into our everyday lives. This is accessible to everyone, not just a select few. The people I work with see these skills as a muscle to be developed, not as “gifts” but skills. How they come about is another post. This one has already gotten too long.
The last thing I need to address is skeptics. I don’t care about skeptics. I know how my mind works. I want to know MORE about why it works the way it does, it’s that simple. I know everyone has the capacity to use their minds in the way I do, if they choose to. And if not, that’s ok.
Here’s the problem I have with skeptics. You don’t have to believe me. But don’t keep other people from accessing their own upper intelligence by ridiculing, shaming and frightening them into feeling stupid for even wanting to believe these things exist. This is like the reverse of the story of the emperor’s clothes – there are those of us that not only see but embrace the beautiful rich fabrics, not on the emperor, but all around us. We are living our lives with an extended mind, swimming in that stream. If you choose not to, or believe (incorrectly) that you can’t, well that’s on you. But don’t put it on me, don’t put it on anyone else. This experience exists, it’s getting bigger and stronger. You can live your life “disabling” that mind. I will not. And additionally I will tell you, you don’t have to.