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Here I am…TPSC morphs, again

 

This thing that is the Traveling Psychic Supper Club is always changing.  Sometimes it takes long naps, but it’s always there.  It looks like it’s waking up, again, yawning and stretching, rubbing it’s eyes and smiling.  It’s been a while since I’ve written here, almost a year since 68 Kill, since SXSW, but even though I haven’t written, it never leaves me.  It’s like a cat sleeping in the sun beaming in through a window, curled up forever, then suddenly on your shoulder wanting attention.  FEED ME.  OK, so, let’s eat.

Looks like dinners are back.  I haven’t stopped doing private readings, but dinners have been sleeping in the sun while I’ve been applying the work to other areas in life, mental health, trauma, substance use and community.  I’ve continued to do private dinners for my favorite clients, and have been doing some Continue reading “Here I am…TPSC morphs, again”

A Video Tarot Reading

For the last 3 years I’ve been saying I wanted to start doing videos.  This is the first attempt and it’s a simple tarot reading I did a while back.  My plans – after working on the TPSC sizzle reel – which never became a reality tv show -which I am grateful for – that it never became a show and for the experience – I kept feeling drawn to YouTube, I felt like “I have to do this my way”.  So here is the first video.

If you have any thoughts I really would love to hear them.  I  want to get better at making videos.  I have lots of ideas of just fun stuff I want to do.  Interviews are next, and I’ll keep throwing readings on here too.   Continue reading “A Video Tarot Reading”

WE ARE HEROES

NBC is bringing Heroes back.   Who isn’t stoked?  The show that captured so many people’s attention – the struggle between good and evil, the outsiders against the secret government agency that’s looking to wipe them out  behind the facade that they pose SUCH a threat to others when actually it’s the threat to the status quo that if they band together and succeed will be destroyed.  Heroes.  YEAH.  So let’s all sit back on our couches again and watch, and for an hour have something stir in us….until next week!

FORGET THAT.

We keep eating the same spoonful over and over again.  Hollywood delivers it to us neatly packaged – with drama, excitement, some explosions, a little humor and for an hour in our homes, or two in the theater – or 8 if you binge watch Netflix…they set up franchises around the heroes that we all love – Star Wars, Harry Potter, Hunger Games, Lord of the Rings, Heroes, Walking Dead….Divergent…..Transformers….Interstellar.  The average Joe.  I don’t need to go on here, you get it.  There’s a hero in all of us.  Well, on screen anyway.  Buy the ticket, head to Comic Con…but there’s so much more – if you just look for it.  And it’s not out there, it’s all IN HERE.

There are real heroes inside of each of us.  Those heroes is WHO these shows and movies speak to.  There are those of us living these lives for real, just like in the shows and movies all around you.  We are connecting and developing.  We are not better, we just listened to that inner voice, got tired of the bullshit, refused the marketing and WOKE UP.   I know people all over the world  who are accessing exactly WHO THEY ARE – and we are coming together.   Real REGULAR people who woke up one day and said, “this is no longer enough…there is something ELSE and I’m going to find it.”  And they do.  We do.  We find each other.  Just like in the shows…the right people JUST SHOW UP.  When you move the blocks that are in the way – Need, Want, Drama, Caring what everyone else thinks….Man, your people show up.  And we are accessing and strengthening  a web that EVERY single person is a part of.  We are all gifted in our own way.  Each person has…something, or many things.  What’s your thing?  What is that thing you do?

Can you read people right away?  Do you just “get” ideas without the need to have them explained?  Do people feel comfortable enough with you, even standing in line at the grocery store – that they tell you their life story, then say, “wow, I don’t know why I  just told you all that.”  These are the little pieces that show up in real life, the string that leads to the bigger ball if you follow it.  We each have an end to a string that leads us to that bigger ball.  If you don’t let the mind get in the way – “that’s crazy” – “who do you think you are?  You’re no one special” – “Why did I think I could do that,  that’s silly”.  NO IT’S NOT.  You know it deep inside.  Your HERO knows it.  We all have something “special” we all have our “it” that connects us to another hero.  Don’t believe me?

I know people within my own group that communicate through telepathy and entrainment.

I know empaths that can feel other people’s emotions down to the core – within seconds.

There are people who can heal by proxy – meaning they draw pained people to them, to heal without even knowing the source of the wound.

Some of us see premonitions and remote view.

Some of us work world puzzles over and over again in our minds, seeing different outcomes, putting energies towards the most peaceful end.

Some of us simply hold space for the others doing the more intricate work.

Personally, because I have little memory of my own am able to access other people’s memories through the 5th dimension – and go back to a time where they experienced something incorrectly, which changed the trajectory of their entire future life.  I can’t explain how but I see and feel every emotion around the entire scene, by everyone involved.  Together we make the adjustment that brings them back to the way they are meant to be, we correct the incorrect experience, and bring them back into line of who they are truly are.  You don’t have to believe me, your mind, your ego will not.  But your HERO does.  Your hero already knows.  Right now your hero is working the puzzle in sped up time like a Rubik’s Cube.  You are already remembering all the things – those moments where something happened and you were like, “huh – what was that?”  Put those pieces together.  They are real.  I’m here to tell you, because I am living it every day that THIS IS REAL.  WE ARE ALL HEROES.  Some of us just forgot.

I’m not here to prove it, you already know.  I’m not here to impress you with me, I’m here to impress you with you.  Who is your HERO?  To some what we do is Supernatural.

But when you connect with your HERO what was SUPERNATURAL becomes super natural.  Join us.  Be who you were born to be.

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Are you seeing Miracles? Start by SEEING EVERYTHING.

Miracles are going on all around us and although there is no degree – although we tend to start small.  We start with what we can – or allow ourselves to see.  So the question is – Are you seeing Miracles?  If not, why not?  Here are some answers.  And if you keep reading, you’ll see a little miracle, after all the gunk that is….

CLUTTER.  Mind clutter.  I’ve noticed a pattern with people lately – One I used to fall into, and still do on occasion, but now I catch myself.  I’M SOOOOOOO BUSY.  But take a second.  Think about it.  Are you?  ARE you?  how much time are you spending on things that DO NOT MATTER or contribute to your (and the people around you’s) quality of life.  Facebook.  Twitter.  Reading about celebrities – people you do not know and do not know you.  I’m not saying don’t use those things, but use them less or pick 1, only 1.  Notice when you start and when you stop.  10 minutes is more than enough.

DRAMA.  Yours or other people’s.  Doesn’t matter.  Getting down and dirty into someone else’s, or needing to tell your drama story – again, this is KEEPING you away from true quality of life, the true RICH experiences you deserve.  Drama is not a rich experience.  Drama is perpetuating foolishness.  It’s that simple.  Once you take a few steps back you can REALLY see it.  Drama creates DRAG.  Bags dragging on the ground is what I see.  Roots intertwined, creating a suffocation and inability to grow.  Do your friends stress you out?  Do you call them only to bitch, and do they call you to do the same?  It’s time for new friends.  You are holding yourself back from miracles. So many people have told me, “But wait!  What if that person is my MOM/SISTER/BROTHER/DAD??”  Oh yea, I hear that all the time.  ALL the time!  Should the fact you are related to this person have anything to do with the fact you are allowing the relationship to hold you back from miracles?  (Notice what I said – you are allowing the relationship to hold you back from miracles.  I didn’t say  THEY are holding you back from miracles.  See what I did there?  See what you are allowing?  BAM!

Here’s the flip of those:

CLEAN OPEN SPACES:  Clear out the crap.  Then do another sweep and clear out some more.  I’m in the process of doing this, in my home.  Clean it out and DON’T IMMEDIATELY GO LOOKING FOR MORE!  Don’t replace what you just cleaned! We all do it, notice it, and stop.  It works the same way in life.  Instead of buying more disposable crap, get rid of it all and get one GOOD thing that does the job.  You only need one.  (I only need one, maybe two black t-shirts.  Do you know what I pick up the most when I go shop?  PUT DOWN THE BLACK T SHIRT!  YOU ALREADY HAVE 10!)  See how this carries over to FB, Twitter, Instagram, TMZ, You don’t have to read Every Article on FB.  Pick one.  Move on.  DON’T read the comments.  They will only piss you off and contribute to that mind clutter.  Leave some open space – for spontaneity, to do something different, stop and chat face to face with a friend…great things can happen in that “open” space.  Take your kid for an ice cream, throw the ball for 10 minutes, you get it.  There are no screens in open space.  (Sorry)

DON’T PLAY:  Divert Divert Divert.  Present positive conversations instead of negative ones.  Thing is, sometimes that doesn’t work.  Be ok with that.  Just don’t return those phone calls, or if you are able, let that person know you can’t have that conversation anymore, but say it with love – Literally – tell them, listen, “I love you, but I just can’t talk about that anymore”.  Or simply say “That doesn’t work for me.”  Simple.  To the point.  Not a lot of words, and more importantly NO EXCUSES.  I learned that from my Mother In Law Years ago – and I still use it to this day.  No Judgement, no fluff.  I share it with people all the time and see that light bulb go on…wow.  Yea, that DOESN’T work for me!  You’re welcome.

Some people will feel judged by that, but remember, you are trying to see miracles, don’t let that stand in your way.  Invite them to see miracles too!  Some will take you up on it, some won’t.  That’s just the way it is.  Maybe the invitation plants a seed that you will never see grow.  But the seed is there none the less.  Pretty cool.

Do these things and then…going through your day, notice EVERYTHING.  Let your vision open.  Use the peripheral.  REALLY use the peripheral.  Here’s an example – a couple of days ago I went out back to let my dogs out.  The sun was shining on the grass, and I noticed a twinkle.  I’d been standing on the back porch just looking at…well, nothing.  Just looking around the yard, when I saw that twinkle.  Can you see them?  bigger picture blades of grass

They caught my attention because I WASN’T REALLY LOOKING FOR ANYTHING.  I was just in open space.  I wasn’t trying to accomplish anything, or make something happen, fill the time with something.  But when I saw that little twinkle, I thought, “huh, what’s that?”  and I walked over.  This is what I saw.

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blades of grass

And I was amazed.  Each blade that held a drop and almost all of them did – was beautiful in its own right.  But together, they were stupendous.  And they were everywhere.  I took a few minutes to take the pictures and just enjoy them.  I felt like each one was smiling at me, happy to be recognized.  Miracles are HAPPY to be recognized.  This was a beautiful shared moment.  The picture cannot express the feeling I felt being connected just momentarily to these tiny sweet blades of grass.  I looked out later, and the drops were gone.

Open space allows for miracles to be seen.  Tunnel vision does not allow for miracles.  When I work with kids I tell them, SEE EVERYTHING.  We practice it.  I tell them look at me, but notice – not by looking – but by using your peripheral vision – tell me what color socks the kid next to you is wearing.  It freaks them out that they can do that.  I tell them, practice seeing everything.  When you train yourself to “see everything” you start catching the little things.  And that’s where a lot of the miracles are.  That’s where we start seeing them anyway.  Connections happen, in the little miracles.  When you start connecting to the little things, you start CONNECTING the little things.  You notice synchronicities.  Then you notice more.  And when you notice more, you start to talk about them, then you talk less about drama.  This is the way this happens.  You are open to the new and forget, simply forget about the old.  You are ready for experiences that SERVE you, and in turn you can SERVE others.  Remember the clutter?  Does it serve you?  If it doesn’t get rid of it.  Does the Drama serve you, so you in turn can serve others?  You know the answers.  See the connections.  They will only get bigger and more frequent.  See EVERYTHING, and you will inevitably SEE MIRACLES.

And when you repeatedly see miracles, you start to TALK about miracles.  Then you talk about miracles more and more, and the only conversations you have are about miracles.  And they spark other interesting conversations and connections.  Believe me, I see it EVERY DAY.  Sure you still go to work, but you see it differently.  You still have to  go to the store, get gas, drive your kids around, but you live it DIFFERENTLY.  You begin to see things differently, then you begin to do things with intent.  You still go  on Facebook, but for shorter periods of time, because your life is fuller with good stuff.  People start to send you stories like this one.  And you know where I got it?  My Mom – sent it to me….on Facebook.

If you have time read the article and watch the video, but definitely read the article – it lists way more miracles than the video does.  And please note: this is not about religion.  This is about a direct connection, synchronicities that cannot be denied, and a little boy who was dead for 45 minutes who came back to life.  It’s that simple.  If you enjoy it, or feel lead to, please share.  Let’s talk about Miracles.

http://penews.org/Article/Doctors-Say-John-Smith-is-Bona-Fide-Miracle

Have an amazing, miracle filled day.

 

Entrainment, Family Connection and Call of Duty?

Entrainment is something I’m going to start talking a lot about because it’s what’s coming in for me to share.  I’m going to start putting practical information on here about how to open the connection to the upper mind.  You can call it whatever you want – Psi-mind, psychic abilities, the ethers (yea, what Einstein was talking about) consciousness…whatever viewpoint works for you, the words don’t matter.  Entrainment is basically the program.  As in get with THE PROGRAM.  All this stuff is happening all around us all the time.  Period.  Dispute it or not, it doesn’t matter to me.  Here’s how you get to it if you choose.  For some it’s easy, for others too difficult.  It’s as easy or as hard as you want it to be.  But it is absolutely obtainable.

 

  1. Entrainment (biomusicology), the synchronization of organisms to an external rhythm. Entrainment (chronobiology), the alignment of a circadian system’s period and phase to the period and phase of an external rhythm.

I’m going to challenge the definition and push it a little.  The Entrainment I’M talking about is the synchronization of organisms to an INTERNAL RHYTHM.  We all have it.  And you know what we do with it?  We hide it, we cover it up, we pay attention to ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING BUT THIS RHYTHM.

WHY?  Because it’s easy.  There are so many deterrents from THE PURPOSE that pull our attention away.  Facebook, Netflix, The View, any given bullshit news channel (both sides, I’m not picking favorites here), fake celebrity news, ANY housewives reality show, really – it all has a name: ENTERTAINMENT.  Such similar words with such different meanings.  When did we have to start being ENTERTAINED 24/7?  what is all of this crap CONTRIBUTING to our existence?  Does it enrich us?  No, it keeps us from our true nature  – it keeps us from ENTRAINMENT.  Keeps us from THE PURPOSE.  So what can we do?

TURN OUR ATTENTION to what matters.  Real Relationships, Family, Friendships.  I’m going to use family as the example here.  Are your family experiences rich?  wedding pic me jim ninaAre you creating memories with the people in your home?  I’m going to start posing what may be some hard questions here, but this is what I’m here for so keep reading or close the page.  It’s your choice.  I’m also going to give some solutions, you can start small and build on them.  So I’m not just going to call you out and leave you hanging.  I’ll even give you some examples to work with – some things that have worked for me/my family and continue to work for me in real time.

When you have a conversation with someone – actually listen to and care about what they are saying.  Don’t just be thinking about what you are going to say next.

This is an asshole move that a lot of us do all of the time.  But dude, don’t do it to your family.  How many times have you been telling (insert loved one here) a story and they just
walk out of the room?  Yea, remember how that feels?  Don’t do it to other people.  It sucks.  For GOD’S SAKE don’t do this to your kids.  Even if it starts with a 5 minute conversation – that is a real interaction – that’s a win.  Take it.

Talk about things the other person is interested in, even if you aren’t.

You may be thinking – Why?  Because it ENGAGES the other person and they want to share what they enjoy, even if they won’t admit it.  Here’s an example of what I’m talking about from my personal experience.  My son plays MINECRAFT.  He also plays FIFA and CALL OF DUTY.  None of which I  was interested in.  But you know what I AM interested in?  MY SON.

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So something interesting happened – back when he was playing Minecraft like a fiend – literally this game is like crack to kids – he would build these elaborate places, buildings, scenes out of nothing.  As I was walking by he’d stop me and say “Mom, look at this.”  and show me a little something he had made, like a cart on an elaborate track that goes all through his structures and underground, actually some pretty cool and creative stuff.  I’d actually take the time to SIT DOWN and look at it and have a quick conversation about it with him.  What started as quick conversations became longer ones, which included, “what are those shuffling things?”  “How do you keep from forgetting where all your stuff is?”He was Engaging me and in turn we were Interacting.  That was a first step.  He saw I showed interest, and began engaging me more and more.  If I hadn’t shown interest, he would have stopped.  But soon he was building these elaborate scenes FOR me.  To show and share with me.  It made me feel special, and I know it made him feel special too.  Sometimes he’d call me in to watch something when I was busy, but I always made sure to let him know I’d be there as soon as I was done, and I wouldn’t forget.  FOLLOW THROUGH is a big part of Entrainment, disappointment is a backslide.  So if you are going to start practicing entrainment, it’s ok to start small.  But make sure you follow through.  And sometimes things don’t stick and that’s ok too.  Alex tried to teach me how to play Call of Duty.  He said, “It sure would be fun if we could play together, Mom.”  Now WHAT 13 year old boy wants to play Call of Duty with his mom?  Yea, it’s pretty rad.  But I suck at Call of Duty.  It makes me dizzy, especially split screen, when I see someone I just start firing like crazy, and end up getting killed.  Alex is yelling at me to shoot this guy or that guy or to go left, and I’m yelling back that I CAN’T while my guy is spinning in circles and I just suck at it.  We end up laughing so hard we can’t even play, but playing isn’t the point.  He still asks me to play sometimes, but we just laugh and I’ll sit down and just watch him for a while.  Still engaging, just not interactively – which is ok too.

OK so all for now.  Entrainment is a way of life, start somewhere.  Engage, start at home.  START WHERE YOU ARE.  And don’t judge your interactions.  Ask questions and wait for the answers, don’t be just thinking of yourself and what you want to say next.  A lot of Entrainment is focusing on others,  instead of yourself.  And it’s freaking refreshing to do once you get used to it.  Here’s something else to think about – a HUGE accessory that we have come so connected to that is trumping Entrainment on a ridiculously regular basis.  So I’m going to say it, and just straight on address it.

FOR GOD’S SAKE GET OFF OF YOUR GOD DAMN TABLET, IPHONE, FACEBOOK ETC.

And yes, I’m yelling.  And yes, I do it too, but I’m doing better.  Alex still plays Playstation, just not ALL THE TIME.  When you DISCONNECT and instead ENTRAIN a funny thing happens, the more you disconnect from technology and connect with people, the less you miss technology.  I’ve started having Phone Free Sundays and it’s refreshing.  Liberating.  And I’m not here to judge ANYONE, I’m just here to say there is a different way.  If everyone in your family is in separate rooms all of the time on devices, or just as bad, all in the same room, but on devices – there are opportunities for Entrainment that are just passing you by.  So PUT DOWN YOUR DEVICES and Interact with your family.  Even if it’s just to all put your attention towards something – like a TV show you all watch together every week, start there.  Then try having a conversation about it.  A big part of Entrainment is REPETITION.  There is a time and a place for everything, the time for devices is not ALL OF THE TIME.  Put that shit DOWN!  Disconnect SO you can Engage.  In person.  Personally.  An interesting thing that happens is you may learn something new about the person you are interacting with, or about the topic around which you are interacting.  Or about yourself.  Either way, it’s spending time together and that’s a WIN/WIN, a win for you, and a win for the other person, then a collective win too.  Pretty Awesome.

Do you have an entrainment story you would like to add that works for you?  If so please share it in the comments.

Are There Links Between being Autism/Savant/Clairvoyant?

 

Are there links between Autism, being a Savant and being Clairvoyant?  Do Autistics communicate telepathically?  As humans we are also animals – and all other animals do.  As humans have we hidden, chosen to simply discard or disable access to our Upper Intelligence?  I am part of a growing group of people who are accessing that upper level, and I’m trying to find out how and why we can so I can share it with others.  Here is some information just for information’s sake – I’m throwing my PSI profile out there so you can see how my mind works – and maybe learn something about how your mind works as well.  We are all different, have different capabilities or skills on the PSI Spectrum, but the spectrum DOES exist, even though we are told over and over again that it doesn’t.  I know otherwise, and I think you do too.

Here’s how my brain works….It’s like there are two different parts of my brain.  One is the “day-to-day” part that drives around, goes to the grocery store, makes dinner for my family, keeps the life running.  I don’t want it to sound like autopilot, because I do truly get so much joy from doing those things, being with people, my family and having “real life” experiences.  So that is the “regular” part.  The other part is an open channel – the best way I can describe it is
like a program running in a computer in the background.  It’s not being accessed right now, but it’s there and it’s running.  This channel – I see mine as a funnel  – that has access to tons of information, which is moving by in a stream at all times.  And this is no tiny stream, it’s a river of information moving around all of us ALL of the time.  Everything we do, have done, or will do contributes to it.  Most of it means nothing to me, but my brain somehow recognizes some of it as important and grabs it, and stores it for later.  The best way I can describe it is a sudden thought, picture, word or little movie – seemingly random from out of the blue will pop into my head, I used to think, huh, that’s weird and dismiss it.  Now I know my brain/mind didn’t dismiss it, throw it back into the stream like a fish, my brain/mind banked it, filed it away, stored it somewhere.  This is happening at all times.  I have no control over what is kept and what is thrown back.  I began to notice that I would have a conversation later that day, or week, or two weeks later, that the information “fit with” or belonged to, and something that had been a passing blip gets pulled back up for that person, I share it, they take it and we part.  Sometimes it is a building block to a much bigger picture.  Sometimes, I never see them again.  Now, because I’ve been able to recognize this outside information as something other than my own, especially when it starts to build a pattern or “story” for lack of a better word, it’s like my brain/mind knows this and creates a file, with a blank space on the tab.  Since I am working professionally as a channel I can see things coming together now and will usually get a new appointment within the day or next two days, and I know the information is for that person.  All the information coming in for them goes into their file.  Since I’m working with more than one client at a time, my brain somehow knows which file the information goes into.  When I meet with them, the sound of their voice is what pulls and opens the file.  Then we go from there.

Autism scale – I’ve never had much of an interest in Autism, until beginning to work with Dr. Diane Powell, a neuroscientist who has worked with savants and is currently doing research around autistic children and telepathy.  She’s been on my radio show twice, the last time we discussed her research connecting Autism and telepathy – how non verbal children communicate with their parents or caregivers by literally “seeing” their minds.  The word “reading” isn’t appropriate here.  When I think of someone “reading” someone else’s mind – I imagine all of a person’s thoughts being laid out.  “Seeing” someone’s mind only makes the relevant information available, and nothing else.  So the fears that people have about “Oh my God!  I don’t want someone to be able to read my thoughts!!”  are completely unfounded here.  What is made available – by the person whose mind is being “seen” and they do make the information available – think of it this way, it’s like a phone conversation – when you are talking with a friend, you don’t just randomly start spewing out all the information in your brain!  You stick to the topic at hand.  This is a similar exchange.  The “seer” extends, the “giver” makes the relevant piece of information available.  I’ll talk about that a little more later in the post.

You can hear that interview with Dr. Powell here – File name: Dr.DianePowell20141211.

I use the word “see” because during the show I began to see – like a movie in my mind – how the child we were discussing picked up the information from her therapist – I saw – it’s actually kind of comical when I go to describe it – it looks like a “ghost hand” (as if in an old cartoon) comes up and out of the child’s head, reaches over and “plucks” the information from the therapists head, and pulls it back into her own.  We talk about this on the show, you can hear me describing it as I’m seeing it.

What it’s like for Autistic Kids

I know and have always known – that Autistic kids are not living on our level.  The tragedy is that we try to bring them down to it.  And for them, that’s amazingly painful.  Literally.  I’ll talk about that later too.  These children have access to a much higher level of information, have a brilliant range of understanding and processing, but not at our level.  We should not be trying to fit them into our world, we should be trying to understand theirs.  Here is something else I know – Autism is here to stay.  Gradually within a few generations, all humans – not that you can call it that anymore – will be Autistic.  A lot of changes are coming, but that’s another post.   But the simple truth is Autism is just a higher form of processing and communicating.

After the show Diane and I stayed on the phone and talked about Autism, her work and her subject.  As we spoke, something amazing happened.  I began to talk about the language Autistics use and how trying to force them to use ours is incorrect.  Picture this: It’s like trying to teach a highly functioning and intelligent adult latin, hieroglyphics – or any dead language – while beating them amongst the face and head.  There are two thoughts there –

Why the hell do I need to know this when I already have this perfectly wonderful language to communicate?? and God, this hurts!

This is literally what it feels like to an autistic person to learn our language, they don’t have a need for it, and it hurts.  (as I  read back over this I get the visual of an adult dragging a child’s face along a rough concrete sidewalk, as the child wails and protests.  Again, this is what it feels like to them.  Why would we continue to do this?  – The correct approach is perhaps more fearful for us – opening our own minds to receive what THEY have to offer US.)   So – After the show during our conversation when I was speaking with Dr. Powell about her young subject I began to see a stream of colored shapes, imposed over a colored background.  These shapes were not just 3 dimensional, but…fuller, richer.  And there were no edges to the shapes, but there were definite shapes.  The first one was a red sphere (for the visual) set on a red/orange background.  It kind of bounced by – as if moving through a frame – from right to left.  I didn’t see them all at once, like we see sentences on a page, I saw them one at a time.  The sphere was rotating and…pulsing, all the while changing color in sync with the background.  As that shape moved off to the left, a new shape came into view, I kid you not, it looked like a puffy cheeto – but S shaped.  This one was purple/indigo, set on a purple background.  As it moved – again from right to left – a distinct yellow color emerged on its right side, and moved over and across it.  While I was seeing the shapes I was describing them to Diane.  She stopped me and the colored images ceased.  It was like I was “snapped” back into reality.  Which was too bad, in addition to being beautiful, these shapes, these two images brought with them not a picture in my head – like if you say the word cat – I know what a cat is and can see it in my head, it was nothing like that.  these images, letters, words or whatever they were – this “snapshot” of autistic language – brought with it no associative pictures in my head, nothing like that, but an all-encompassing sense of peace. That’s the only way I can describe it.  But Dr. Powell had stopped me to ask if I had done any research on Autism, was I reciting something I had read?  At first I didn’t understand the question.  When I got what she was saying I answered honestly “no”.  She went on to tell me that what I was describing was how a musical savant that is verbal (I don’t remember his name) – when he hears music he also sees it.  What I was describing was what he describes when he sees music.   After that I understood how autistics communicate with their own beautiful language, and how – for lack of a better feeling – UGLY ours is to them.  The visual I get is pulling someone down off of a high beautiful mountain with a lovely view of a fantastic sunset, and dragging them down into a dark and sopping wet muddy valley to trudge through the knee-deep mud.  Anguish is the word I hear.  After that conversation with Diane and seeing the language I began to have a deep headache on both sides of my head, as if someone put a vice straight down around my temples from above and tightened it.  This was odd, as most headaches I have begun behind one of my eyes and expand outwards.  This was very different.  I began to understand – to be shown – this is the pain autistics feel after working on our level.  That headache lasted until I went out and was around other people, somehow that “shook it off”.  But I got the message, loud and clear.  Again, it’s not to pull them into and integrate them into our world, but to get a better understanding of theirs.  I’ll go into this more later in another post.

What the Channel looks like working with clients

So working with clients is kind of like what I described in the earlier part – its a mix of that banked information that’s been coming in and stored, and that “plucking” of information that is somehow offered by the client.  Earlier this year I became familiar with accessing the Akashic Records, (which unknowingly I had already been doing) and that created a series of “downloads” that has increased the capacity of how I work.  Now I am able to look back into somebody’s past – and be taken to an age where something traumatized or splintered their thought processing.  Where an “incorrect” thought was placed – the way it looks to me is that the person is moving along a path just fine, the correct path, but then something happens to jar them and they start moving again, but on a slightly different, incorrect path.  Many times this is something so seemingly small, a punishment, a scolding, seeing someone the person loves doing something “wrong” in their eyes…anyway, I can see that point, take the person back to it, show it to them as they saw it, and help them to understand that whatever took place was simply incorrect.  Blame, judgement, pain and anger are removed at that point, and at the same time repeated patterns begin to unravel like a thread.  At the same time something amazing happens, as the person begins to heal, so does the individual that placed the incorrect thought, and the situation, even if they have already passed.  All of these things are happening at once, and are just channeled through me, I’m the conduit.  It appears this healing comes from the same, or at least a similar place that the Autistic Language does.  It comes from that stream I was talking about earlier, what I think Einstein was referencing when talking about  “the Ethers” (or Aether – from the greek word meaning “upper air” or “pure, fresh air”.  It’s all the same thing.  It encompasses peace, understanding, forgiveness.  I can’t explain it, and I don’t need to.  I just see it do it’s job and it’s done.  I don’t understand yet what the link is between the autistic Language and how my brain/mind works…but there is one.  This is what got me thinking – am I a savant?    When I was working with a director a while back he flew in from NY for a week to spend time with me and some other members of TPSC.  We were telling him we were all just normal people and after spending a couple of hours with me he said, “You are not normal.  You are far from normal.  None of you guys are normal!”  It was like he couldn’t even believe that we thought that.  At first I felt a little taken aback, but then he went on to say, “None of you have regular jobs.  None of you do things the way “normal” people do things.  Do you really see yourself as normal?”  That’s when I really started to think about that – not being normal.  And I know I’m not the only one.  I am a functioning person, but only on my own terms.  I don’t say this to sound like an elitist, quite the opposite, like the autistic or asperger kids – I just can’t take the whole world sometimes, my limits when it comes to “real life” are short.  Now that I am an adult I know this.  Here are a few of my own characteristics so you can see what I’m talking about.  I know little about Autism, so I don’t know if these match, but I do know a little about savants – fascinated, I started to read a little but then stopped, I don’t like to be front loaded on a topic by reading about it, I prefer for the information to just come naturally via the channel.  But here are some characteristics that I know coincide with or are because of…what I am.

I have little to no long-term or short-term memory.

Dyslexic / I transpose the last two numbers in sequences, but only occasionally.  I actually read the numbers backwards, not simply just writing them backwards.  Math is a foreign language – literally.  I have no understanding of even the most basic equation past simple adding and subtracting, multiplication, division.

Ridiculously high sensitivity to sound, especially sudden noise – here’s a real life example: the sound of a public toilet flushing – (like in a grocery store bathroom or movie theater )is excruciating to me.  Additionally I can hear/feel a cell phone vibrate three rooms away with the doors closed.

High sensitivity to “compact” electricity – Best Buy or the electronics department at Target are two places I stay away from.

Having more than one thing “playing” at once is excruciating to me.  Example: TV on in one room, son watching/listening to YouTube  in an adjoining room, while a conversation is going on all at the same time.  This creates extreme agitation in me and I have to leave immediately.

Sensory issues – example: condensation on a water glass makes my skin crawl even to see it.  Touching it, no way!

I can’t be around a lot of people at a time. Period!

Absolutely no patience for small talk or people who talk only about themselves or celebrities.  Can’t watch the news.  Highly empathic.

High sensitivity to light – I keep our house dark – much to the chagrin of my husband.

I’m not saying having these sensitivities makes me a savant.  But I want to know more about my brain/mind, what this is I have, working with others that have it and uncovering information.  I know a lot of BIG changes are coming, right around the corner, I have formed a team of people who have similar PSI characteristics, with variations, we are all on the PSI-Spectrum and working together increases our skills, we pick up each other’s skills and all of them are enhanced when we are together or connected in conversation.  We run what we pick up by each other, for clarification, and the information is all the same.  These people who are part of the team are all over the country and reaching now into the UK.  Whatever you want to call it – this Upper Level, Extended Intelligence, PSI-MIND, it does exist.  There are those of us that have been accessing it for a long time, and it is interwoven into our everyday lives.  This is accessible to everyone, not just a select few.  The people I  work with see these skills as a muscle to be developed, not as “gifts” but skills.  How they come about is another post.  This one has already gotten too long.

The last thing I need to address is skeptics.  I don’t care about skeptics.  I know how my mind works.  I want to know MORE about why it works the way it does, it’s that simple.  I know everyone has the capacity to use their minds in the way I do, if they choose to.  And if not, that’s ok.

Here’s the problem I have with skeptics.  You don’t have to believe me.  But don’t keep other people from accessing their own upper intelligence by ridiculing, shaming and frightening them into feeling stupid for even wanting to believe these things exist.  This is like the reverse of the story of the emperor’s clothes – there are those of us that not only see but embrace the beautiful rich fabrics, not on the emperor, but all around us.  We are living our lives with an extended mind, swimming in that stream.  If you choose not to, or believe (incorrectly) that you can’t, well that’s on you.  But don’t put it on me, don’t put it on anyone else.  This experience exists, it’s getting bigger and stronger.  You can live your life “disabling” that mind.  I will not.  And additionally I will tell you, you don’t have to.

 

 

Cell Block Psychic, PAT CAN HELP and September Dinner is HERE

Cell Block Psychic                  Victim’s Advocate                    Helping others – what can you do?

Connections made while watching show            This is hard enough as it IS (Possible Rant to follow)

the BAM the slap in the face comments everywhere, what a surprise.           If you don’t like it, don’t watch it.

We are doing what we can with what we’ve got, and we aren’t living in houses of GOLD (for me – far from it.)

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These are some thoughts I wrote down way back on July 2, after watching an episode of Cell Block Psychic so I wouldn’t forget.  I had never seen it before, and actually have not seen it since.  Flipping through the guide, I landed on a show with an interesting, catchy name – Cell Block Psychic.  (She wears an overcoat like this in a lot of the promo stuff…gotta love reality TV.  I doubt this is her normal everyday look…) Cell Block Psychic is how I came to meet Pat Pulley and her son, Jim.

I saw that there were a few shows playing in a row, so I taped them all, 3 total, to watch later.  I think this is going to end up being a series of posts around this very important day, so I hope you will check back later to keep up with what is going on around it, because something amazing began with watching this show – and it’s ongoing and unfolding still today.  So I’m going to pull from the list above and talk about a couple of things, then I’ll visit it again later, because like I said, this is the beginning, of something bigger.  Thank you for reading, and in turn becoming a part of it too.  At the bottom of this post, and in upcoming posts there will be an even bigger way to participate – if you choose to.

Oh and BTW this month’s diner has been set for September 17 at Buenos Aires Cafe –

A lot has been going on, so there is A LOT TO TALK ABOUT! If you are local – Austin – Join us!

 – you can make reservations HERE:

  https://travelingpsychicsupperclub.com/make-a-reservation/

OK so back to Cell Block Psychic.  In the show a psychic medium (Vickie Monroe – www.vickiemonroe.com) does something people apparently  (judging from comments about the show on the internet) either love or hate.  She helps families of victims of violent crimes heal from the experience by connecting with their loved ones – the ones killed, but also by connecting with their attackers or killers – who are in prison.  – /So I’m going to step in here for a quick second and share my personal thoughts based on my own experience./ – THIS IS NEVER EASY TO DO.  For anyone who watches this show – and I know the intention behind it is one of love – the show isn’t sensationalized really, and the producers do a pretty good job of just telling the story, they aren’t trying to take advantage of anyone’s grief or pain, it’s actually trying to do the opposite.  For some reason a lot of people attacked the show, which I think is too bad.  I mean seriously, people are going into spaces taunting spirits and stirring up energy – just for ratings.

YES, I am looking at YOU Zach/Ghost Hunters…this frustrates me to no end.  That’s another post entirely.)

(Photo by Chris Weeks/WireImage)
(Photo by Chris Weeks/WireImage)

OK enough of that.

 Dealing with people who you know have harmed someone, is scary.  Going to a prison to interview someone – in a situation where you have no idea of what will happen or be said, I imagine, is terrifying.  Even in the controlled environment of a set, an inmate is a volatile element of the equation.  In my CASA work, I’ve had to sit across from people who I know have done terrible, unspeakable things.  AND CARRY ON A NORMAL CONVERSATION.  Being clairvoyant on top of it, I get another whole layer of the story.  So if you think this is easy, or fun, it’s not.  It’s just something that we are led to do, and something that must be done so that on some level healing can occur.  In Vickie’s case, Yes, there are cameras there, yes this is creating a show for – ultimately – ratings and entertainment.  But if you can help people along the way, and in such a deep and healing way…why should that be attacked?  I don’t know Vickie Monroe, but I can tell you – she was picking up the things she said she was, because while watching the show, I was also picking up on them – and other stuff, too.  And one story out of the three really caught my attention, and an individual stood out to me, and he wasn’t even one of the main characters, but an advocate brought in for additional information about batterers.  His name is Jim Pulley.

Jim’s mother was shot and killed by her abuser – her second husband, NOT Jim’s father.  They told a portion of her story on the show.   And Jim wrote a book about the experience – an amazing book that you can find here:  http://www.amazon.com/s?ie=UTF8&page=1&rh=n%3A283155%2Cp_27%3AJim%20B%20Pulley

 

I want to say a couple of things about Jim’s book.  When he handed it to me I knew it was something special.  It’s an interesting, unusual portrayal of abuse and murder from a peripheral viewpoint, but also from within the inner circle of the victim.  There are components that make the book fascinating on many levels.  There are references to Pat’s personal journals, words written in here own words, as well as actual police reports written by officers involved in the case.  If you are interested in forensics, CSI, or how police lead their investigations then this is a great read.  Jim does an amazing job of compiling all of this, as well as his own personal experience into a book that is an exciting, but also heartbreaking.  Especially for me because I know him, and his mom.  He is a wonderful, loving, giving, and in spite of his ordeal, happy man.  A man who loved his mother so much that he was able to wade through the waves of pain to tell her story.  And not only to tell her story and leave it at that.  No, not Jim.  He takes it to the next level.  He speaks to groups, individuals, anyone who needs to hear the message.  And the message is that EVERYONE MATTERS.  Everyone is loved by someone, and we all need each other.  That’s what I got from his book.  You can find out more about Jim and Pat Pulley at www.patcanhelp.com

If you have ever experienced abuse, know someone who has, or want to help someone avoid it in the future (I finished it and am giving it to both my 16 year old daughter and 13 year old son to read) – then pick up this book.  And don’t just read it, pass it along.

Initially, when watching the show I didn’t know why Jim stood out to me.  But he did.

And I heard, in my head, “You need to meet that guy.”  And I knew that I would.  Something else happened that day, and you can believe it or not, but it happened.  I met the amazing Pat Pulley too,  Jim’s mother who had been battered and killed by her abuser.

 

If you have been a victim of abuse and want to share your story, I am compiling stories that will be included in a book I am writing about the levels of abuse, what creates a victim, how to help loved ones that are being victimized and why some people remain victims and some do not.  I am asking people to share their stories so others may read them and connect – and understand they are not alone.  only first names and ages will be used, or you may ask to share anonymously.  Please, if you feel led to, or feel your story could help someone else, I invite you to send it in the form below.  Please if you know of someone who could benefit from sharing their story, feel free to pass this post along to anyone you like.  Sometimes even sharing, just getting it out there, even if it isn’t to be used in the book – helps.

One Note:  Please do not share stories from the media, or stories that are hearsay.  I ask is that you share only stories you or a direct loved one have experienced.  Anyone who sends a story agrees to and understands that they may be used in this publication, unless expressly requested otherwise.  Thank you, and let’s see what we can do together, to heal, connect strengthen and share.

Moving forward for May – TPSC as a Psychic Resource

HELLO AND HAPPY WEDNESDAY – HUMP DAY.  Hope you are having a great one.  🙂

Speaking of humps…how’s it going?  Are you in front of, on top of, or recently gotten over one?  Humps are everywhere, and they represent many different things: Barriers, Opportunities, even Resources if you look at them the right way…more about that later…first:

For a while the Supper Club had become a kind of Hump for me.  I started getting worried about how people would take it.  If I was presenting it the right way, if I was spending my time efficiently, if people who were involved with it were on board with my ideas, and if not how could I make sure I kept everyone happy…basicly worrying that I was doing all of the right things.  I was spending too much time trying to mold it, for others, not for me.  Not for IT.  I wasn’t seeing what the Supper Club was really about.  So I had to take some steps back, some things had to fall apart and I started to see it again for what it is.  TPSC is taking a break this month, so we won’t have a public local Austin dinner.  I am having a private dinner in May, which are always available for groups of 10 or more.  Of course the radio show is still on, so listen in while Kari Light fills in for Deb as Guest Host for May.  We’re working on some other things too, but for now, here is where we are.  Here is what was shown to me when I took a step back.

THE TRAVELING PSYCHIC SUPPER CLUB IS A PLACE FOR PSYCHIC SUPPORT.

TPSC IS OPEN FOR ANYONE AND EVERYONE.

If you feel drawn to it, come.  You are welcome to spend as much time with it as you want or need.

TPSC has an open door.  People come, get what they need, and move on.  THAT’S OK.  I don’t take a person moving on personally.  In lots of ways this is a pit stop on the journey.

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That’s cool.  Stay as long as you like!  Or if you drop away for a while and then decide to come back, that’s cool too.

Many personal friendships have been established inside and outside of the group.  THAT is AWESOME!  Different people within the group connect in many different ways.  This makes me happy.  Sometimes different personalities don’t get along, and that is ok too.  This is a place to be exactly who you are.  Due to the growth of the radio show, friendships and connections have been established all over the country, resources are being added all the time.

If you come to any Supper Club event, dinner or meeting, know first and foremost the conversation will be about psychic stuff.  On all levels.  You are welcome to join the conversation on a level that works for you.  So if someone comes in that is a novice, they have as much of a voice as someone who is a professional.  We all have something to learn.  Please do not be rude to a newcomer (or anyone for that matter) by starting a side social conversation.  There is plenty of time to connect outside of meetings or dinners.

This blog is changing focus from being just about the local dinners to include lots of different things, articles about psychic phenomenon, links to the TPSC Radio Show, information about upcoming guests on the show, so you can get to know them before they are on –  if you want to call in and ask questions you can know a little about them first.  I’m also going to merge my original psychic experiences blog with this one, since starting the Supper Club I’ve neglected it, so it’s going to bring it over here.  I’m at a point of merging things together, so that’s a natural step.  And I’ve seen that by keeping this blog just about Austin dinners, it’s limiting to others who are interested that aren’t in Austin, so I’m shifting my focus from local to global.  I’ve been thinking small.  And along those same lines – When the Supper Club started, there was a group of people who came over and over again, who I’ve always refered to as the “core”.   This special group helped get TPSC off the ground, and each of them added something amazing and unique.  Now, almost 2 years later, I am happy to say that those core members have all moved on, expanded in different ways, and although welcome to attend at any time, have gotten what they need and have moved forward.  So there isn’t an anchor core group anymore, it’s just me, Deb, and whoever else decides to show up, answers the call and says, sure, ok, this is for me.  Is that you?

Additionally I’ve started doing a lot more readings, one on one development and am partnering with others to create some local classes.  I’m also working with some fellow psychics to create an online development program for those that want to join a dinner, but aren’t local.  Like I said, I’m not thinking local anymore.  Austin is home of the Supper Club, but it’s a place to start, not a place to stay.

So back to Humps.  I’ve decided to stop looking at the supper club like this:

mountain

something slippery and steep that I need to get over, tackle, get a hold of, but like this:

A resource that I can draw from, that is part of me, that moves with me everywhere I go, and is a place to store what I need, so I have it when I need it most.  That’s what I want it to be for anyone who joins.  A resource.  🙂

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