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How we all created Dylann Roof – and what you can do to UnX a Heart

HOW?  How does this happen?  It’s simple – we created Dylann Roof.

WHY?  Because we needed him.  We needed him to do what he did to STOP what we will not.  Because we CHOOSE our own tragedies.  You may not like it, but it is what it is  and it is the truth.  Dylann Roof is all of us, all of our anger, all of our blame, all of our rage and frustration.  For months people have been coming together in the streets – not to resolve, but to  fight.  To argue, to push each other’s buttons.  For months this has escalated, growing when it could have been stopped, when one person could have come out and said, wait, what are we doing here?  Let’s slow down and sit down.  Let’s come together, everyone recognizes there’s a problem – what’s the solution.  LET’S TALK.  But that didn’t happen.  Well, I take that back, it happened in moments, in small places, but if cameras caught it, it was not news.  I did see this wonderful photo, that was passed around Facebook, but it didn’t make news for days over and over, it wasn’t a stokable fire.  Better to let it go away quietly, than possibly make a difference.

Throughout the tensions Leaders kept quiet, and the ones who didn’t pushed it in the other direction – just pushed it FORWARD, just fanned the flames.  Tensions were raised on BOTH SIDES.  The MEDIA pushed the bloodshed like a drug.  And we all took the pill.

Then Dylann Roof happened.  Because as humans this is the way we need it to be.  We don’t learn.  We don’t change.  So, a Dylann Roof is what is called a Necessary Evil – we’ve seen him before, in Newtown, in the  Washington Sniper attacks. We make it –  something SO terrible that stops us in our tracks, that forces us to come together, in pain, in sorrow, in the streets again, connected as brothers, crying and wailing  and asking the question….”WHY?”

THIS IS WHY.  We do it again and again, we can’t come together on our own, we require a tragedy.  So here it is, at our feet, a gruesome mass murder, in a church, loving people gathered in prayer, who WELCOMED this man into their circle.  The worst possible HATE CRIME – created from our collective NON ACTION stemmed from our own collective hate.  Fed by the media, a train moving faster and faster until the inevitable crash happens.  Inevitable because we allow it, promote it and do NOTHING to stop it.    Is this the event that is painful enough to stop us?  Because if it isn’t, if we can’t get our act together, it’s going to happen again.  We have to come together and learn, let down guards, barriers and share ourselves with each other.  My contribution – the only thing I could think to do, using my knowledge and gifts and information is down further at the end.  I can’t just say all of this stuff without DOING something, or I’m no better than the media, or people that want to just sit around and bitch and complain.  But for now, for today – what can YOU do?

STOP ENGAGING IN ANGER, don’t play.  The things you don’t think make a difference, do.  Every snide remark, every resentment.  Every “oh, I got him!” Facebook post, showing strangers just how witty you are.  Everyone’s impressed.  You feel like a big shot.  Well, you just contributed to it.  We are creating this hostile atmosphere around us, without even knowing it.  Then it becomes something bigger.  We think this is about race, well today that’s the mask it wears.  That’s what works for today, this time.  That seems to always work, the old go to.  But it’s a nameless thing – a collective darkness like a rain cloud, quietly collecting moisture from the air, until it has enough it bursts, releasing what it has been drawing in and feeding on – and drops it all back down.  That’s what collective darkness looks like.  It does what it needs to do.  It divides.  It separates – it SEGREGATES.   And we fall for it every time.  Anger feeds it, Regret, Revenge, Sorrow – on all levels feeds this growing thing.  And then a Dylann Roof happens.  And we ask WHY?

But now, today and for about a week we’ll come together, stand side by side in streets, but I’ve already seen it, the articles creating the divide.  The conversations are already started.  Sneaking in, crawling in to cause the division…again.  Can we come together this time?  We’ll see.

How do I know all this?  The thing is – We all know it.  We know it because of memory.  We know it because of history.  I know it because I can see a much bigger picture, and  I can see into people’s hearts.  I know it because I can see the Book.  Everything we do is collected and contained.  Every action is there.  Because for whatever reason I can access that, I  can see it.  Some call it the Akashic Records, it’s been called the Book of Life, in physics it’s considered the Eathers,  in the Trinity it’s the Holy Spirit.   each and every interaction that we’ve ever done or ever will do is there.  When I work with people I can see it, I  can see theirs, through what I can only call something like a wormhole (again, physics plays a part) a tiny opening that they themselves provide with the very fact that they have reached out to me, placed the intention to do better.  So I can see it.  I can access their memories, but also their possible futures.  I am happy not to see the individual futures, although I’ve seen the collective one, and it’s exactly what we have created.  We all can do it, but choose not to, not to look so close.  We all have access to past memories – and each of them connects to an emotion, happy or sad, shameful, euphoric, tragic.  Feel one or two of them right now, from opposite ends of the spectrum….you can see what I mean.  Everything we have been through in our lives has contributed to the condition of our lives.  Attach to joy, the life contains joy, attach to pain, it is painful.  WE CHOOSE WHAT WE TAKE IN AND WHAT WE PUT OUT.  And lately, again, we have been choosing incorrectly.  We have been postponing coming together, we have been postponing unity, because as humans, we love the fight, we want to see how far we can PUSH it.  And then we get a Dylann Roof and ask, why??  We know why.  We fool ourselves by asking an empty question, so as not to accept what is ours, our own that we have created.  For that we need a Dylann Roof.

This that I have said is true.  People may not like it, people may dismiss or denounce it.  But it is what it is.  Because you have read this, something in you knows it’s true.   I am here to say it because it must be said.  So that at the end people can’t say, “But I didn’t know.”  You know.  You’ve always known.

Now what are you going to do to change it?  Start small – don’t engage in the political conversation, don’t click on the link that you KNOW will piss you off.  It’s hard at first, and we’ll still do it occasionally but as  time goes on – as we become entrained with a different way of thinking, let go of old relationships that no longer serve this way – we will do it less.  Look at created relationships instead of divided ones, and use them as your template.  We can do this.  We have to.  Because – and I know this with every fiber of who I am – it’s as easy or as hard as you want it to be.  Personally AND collectively.  What do you choose, and know that when you choose for yourself, you are choosing for all of us.  You are choosing for your children and your neighbor, whether you like it  or not.  This is the way it is, we are all so much more connected than we know.  Can you look at someone without having to understand why they are the way they are?  Who has not made a mistake?   Each of us have taken crosses upon our hearts, and created opportunities for others to do the same.  Can we UNCROSS our hearts?  Can we love without needing to know why?  Can we accept our brothers for who they are – all of our brothers?  Can we make this better?  Can we BE BETTER?  Start small – start where you are.  There is so much joy to be had, and it starts by Uncrossing hearts.  Holding tongues.  Holding judgment.  We have to make a change and we have to start NOW.  Start somewhere.  The alternative is much worse than any of us could possibly imagine.

Are you seeing Miracles? Start by SEEING EVERYTHING.

Miracles are going on all around us and although there is no degree – although we tend to start small.  We start with what we can – or allow ourselves to see.  So the question is – Are you seeing Miracles?  If not, why not?  Here are some answers.  And if you keep reading, you’ll see a little miracle, after all the gunk that is….

CLUTTER.  Mind clutter.  I’ve noticed a pattern with people lately – One I used to fall into, and still do on occasion, but now I catch myself.  I’M SOOOOOOO BUSY.  But take a second.  Think about it.  Are you?  ARE you?  how much time are you spending on things that DO NOT MATTER or contribute to your (and the people around you’s) quality of life.  Facebook.  Twitter.  Reading about celebrities – people you do not know and do not know you.  I’m not saying don’t use those things, but use them less or pick 1, only 1.  Notice when you start and when you stop.  10 minutes is more than enough.

DRAMA.  Yours or other people’s.  Doesn’t matter.  Getting down and dirty into someone else’s, or needing to tell your drama story – again, this is KEEPING you away from true quality of life, the true RICH experiences you deserve.  Drama is not a rich experience.  Drama is perpetuating foolishness.  It’s that simple.  Once you take a few steps back you can REALLY see it.  Drama creates DRAG.  Bags dragging on the ground is what I see.  Roots intertwined, creating a suffocation and inability to grow.  Do your friends stress you out?  Do you call them only to bitch, and do they call you to do the same?  It’s time for new friends.  You are holding yourself back from miracles. So many people have told me, “But wait!  What if that person is my MOM/SISTER/BROTHER/DAD??”  Oh yea, I hear that all the time.  ALL the time!  Should the fact you are related to this person have anything to do with the fact you are allowing the relationship to hold you back from miracles?  (Notice what I said – you are allowing the relationship to hold you back from miracles.  I didn’t say  THEY are holding you back from miracles.  See what I did there?  See what you are allowing?  BAM!

Here’s the flip of those:

CLEAN OPEN SPACES:  Clear out the crap.  Then do another sweep and clear out some more.  I’m in the process of doing this, in my home.  Clean it out and DON’T IMMEDIATELY GO LOOKING FOR MORE!  Don’t replace what you just cleaned! We all do it, notice it, and stop.  It works the same way in life.  Instead of buying more disposable crap, get rid of it all and get one GOOD thing that does the job.  You only need one.  (I only need one, maybe two black t-shirts.  Do you know what I pick up the most when I go shop?  PUT DOWN THE BLACK T SHIRT!  YOU ALREADY HAVE 10!)  See how this carries over to FB, Twitter, Instagram, TMZ, You don’t have to read Every Article on FB.  Pick one.  Move on.  DON’T read the comments.  They will only piss you off and contribute to that mind clutter.  Leave some open space – for spontaneity, to do something different, stop and chat face to face with a friend…great things can happen in that “open” space.  Take your kid for an ice cream, throw the ball for 10 minutes, you get it.  There are no screens in open space.  (Sorry)

DON’T PLAY:  Divert Divert Divert.  Present positive conversations instead of negative ones.  Thing is, sometimes that doesn’t work.  Be ok with that.  Just don’t return those phone calls, or if you are able, let that person know you can’t have that conversation anymore, but say it with love – Literally – tell them, listen, “I love you, but I just can’t talk about that anymore”.  Or simply say “That doesn’t work for me.”  Simple.  To the point.  Not a lot of words, and more importantly NO EXCUSES.  I learned that from my Mother In Law Years ago – and I still use it to this day.  No Judgement, no fluff.  I share it with people all the time and see that light bulb go on…wow.  Yea, that DOESN’T work for me!  You’re welcome.

Some people will feel judged by that, but remember, you are trying to see miracles, don’t let that stand in your way.  Invite them to see miracles too!  Some will take you up on it, some won’t.  That’s just the way it is.  Maybe the invitation plants a seed that you will never see grow.  But the seed is there none the less.  Pretty cool.

Do these things and then…going through your day, notice EVERYTHING.  Let your vision open.  Use the peripheral.  REALLY use the peripheral.  Here’s an example – a couple of days ago I went out back to let my dogs out.  The sun was shining on the grass, and I noticed a twinkle.  I’d been standing on the back porch just looking at…well, nothing.  Just looking around the yard, when I saw that twinkle.  Can you see them?  bigger picture blades of grass

They caught my attention because I WASN’T REALLY LOOKING FOR ANYTHING.  I was just in open space.  I wasn’t trying to accomplish anything, or make something happen, fill the time with something.  But when I saw that little twinkle, I thought, “huh, what’s that?”  and I walked over.  This is what I saw.

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blades of grass

And I was amazed.  Each blade that held a drop and almost all of them did – was beautiful in its own right.  But together, they were stupendous.  And they were everywhere.  I took a few minutes to take the pictures and just enjoy them.  I felt like each one was smiling at me, happy to be recognized.  Miracles are HAPPY to be recognized.  This was a beautiful shared moment.  The picture cannot express the feeling I felt being connected just momentarily to these tiny sweet blades of grass.  I looked out later, and the drops were gone.

Open space allows for miracles to be seen.  Tunnel vision does not allow for miracles.  When I work with kids I tell them, SEE EVERYTHING.  We practice it.  I tell them look at me, but notice – not by looking – but by using your peripheral vision – tell me what color socks the kid next to you is wearing.  It freaks them out that they can do that.  I tell them, practice seeing everything.  When you train yourself to “see everything” you start catching the little things.  And that’s where a lot of the miracles are.  That’s where we start seeing them anyway.  Connections happen, in the little miracles.  When you start connecting to the little things, you start CONNECTING the little things.  You notice synchronicities.  Then you notice more.  And when you notice more, you start to talk about them, then you talk less about drama.  This is the way this happens.  You are open to the new and forget, simply forget about the old.  You are ready for experiences that SERVE you, and in turn you can SERVE others.  Remember the clutter?  Does it serve you?  If it doesn’t get rid of it.  Does the Drama serve you, so you in turn can serve others?  You know the answers.  See the connections.  They will only get bigger and more frequent.  See EVERYTHING, and you will inevitably SEE MIRACLES.

And when you repeatedly see miracles, you start to TALK about miracles.  Then you talk about miracles more and more, and the only conversations you have are about miracles.  And they spark other interesting conversations and connections.  Believe me, I see it EVERY DAY.  Sure you still go to work, but you see it differently.  You still have to  go to the store, get gas, drive your kids around, but you live it DIFFERENTLY.  You begin to see things differently, then you begin to do things with intent.  You still go  on Facebook, but for shorter periods of time, because your life is fuller with good stuff.  People start to send you stories like this one.  And you know where I got it?  My Mom – sent it to me….on Facebook.

If you have time read the article and watch the video, but definitely read the article – it lists way more miracles than the video does.  And please note: this is not about religion.  This is about a direct connection, synchronicities that cannot be denied, and a little boy who was dead for 45 minutes who came back to life.  It’s that simple.  If you enjoy it, or feel lead to, please share.  Let’s talk about Miracles.

http://penews.org/Article/Doctors-Say-John-Smith-is-Bona-Fide-Miracle

Have an amazing, miracle filled day.

 

Are There Links Between being Autism/Savant/Clairvoyant?

 

Are there links between Autism, being a Savant and being Clairvoyant?  Do Autistics communicate telepathically?  As humans we are also animals – and all other animals do.  As humans have we hidden, chosen to simply discard or disable access to our Upper Intelligence?  I am part of a growing group of people who are accessing that upper level, and I’m trying to find out how and why we can so I can share it with others.  Here is some information just for information’s sake – I’m throwing my PSI profile out there so you can see how my mind works – and maybe learn something about how your mind works as well.  We are all different, have different capabilities or skills on the PSI Spectrum, but the spectrum DOES exist, even though we are told over and over again that it doesn’t.  I know otherwise, and I think you do too.

Here’s how my brain works….It’s like there are two different parts of my brain.  One is the “day-to-day” part that drives around, goes to the grocery store, makes dinner for my family, keeps the life running.  I don’t want it to sound like autopilot, because I do truly get so much joy from doing those things, being with people, my family and having “real life” experiences.  So that is the “regular” part.  The other part is an open channel – the best way I can describe it is
like a program running in a computer in the background.  It’s not being accessed right now, but it’s there and it’s running.  This channel – I see mine as a funnel  – that has access to tons of information, which is moving by in a stream at all times.  And this is no tiny stream, it’s a river of information moving around all of us ALL of the time.  Everything we do, have done, or will do contributes to it.  Most of it means nothing to me, but my brain somehow recognizes some of it as important and grabs it, and stores it for later.  The best way I can describe it is a sudden thought, picture, word or little movie – seemingly random from out of the blue will pop into my head, I used to think, huh, that’s weird and dismiss it.  Now I know my brain/mind didn’t dismiss it, throw it back into the stream like a fish, my brain/mind banked it, filed it away, stored it somewhere.  This is happening at all times.  I have no control over what is kept and what is thrown back.  I began to notice that I would have a conversation later that day, or week, or two weeks later, that the information “fit with” or belonged to, and something that had been a passing blip gets pulled back up for that person, I share it, they take it and we part.  Sometimes it is a building block to a much bigger picture.  Sometimes, I never see them again.  Now, because I’ve been able to recognize this outside information as something other than my own, especially when it starts to build a pattern or “story” for lack of a better word, it’s like my brain/mind knows this and creates a file, with a blank space on the tab.  Since I am working professionally as a channel I can see things coming together now and will usually get a new appointment within the day or next two days, and I know the information is for that person.  All the information coming in for them goes into their file.  Since I’m working with more than one client at a time, my brain somehow knows which file the information goes into.  When I meet with them, the sound of their voice is what pulls and opens the file.  Then we go from there.

Autism scale – I’ve never had much of an interest in Autism, until beginning to work with Dr. Diane Powell, a neuroscientist who has worked with savants and is currently doing research around autistic children and telepathy.  She’s been on my radio show twice, the last time we discussed her research connecting Autism and telepathy – how non verbal children communicate with their parents or caregivers by literally “seeing” their minds.  The word “reading” isn’t appropriate here.  When I think of someone “reading” someone else’s mind – I imagine all of a person’s thoughts being laid out.  “Seeing” someone’s mind only makes the relevant information available, and nothing else.  So the fears that people have about “Oh my God!  I don’t want someone to be able to read my thoughts!!”  are completely unfounded here.  What is made available – by the person whose mind is being “seen” and they do make the information available – think of it this way, it’s like a phone conversation – when you are talking with a friend, you don’t just randomly start spewing out all the information in your brain!  You stick to the topic at hand.  This is a similar exchange.  The “seer” extends, the “giver” makes the relevant piece of information available.  I’ll talk about that a little more later in the post.

You can hear that interview with Dr. Powell here – File name: Dr.DianePowell20141211.

I use the word “see” because during the show I began to see – like a movie in my mind – how the child we were discussing picked up the information from her therapist – I saw – it’s actually kind of comical when I go to describe it – it looks like a “ghost hand” (as if in an old cartoon) comes up and out of the child’s head, reaches over and “plucks” the information from the therapists head, and pulls it back into her own.  We talk about this on the show, you can hear me describing it as I’m seeing it.

What it’s like for Autistic Kids

I know and have always known – that Autistic kids are not living on our level.  The tragedy is that we try to bring them down to it.  And for them, that’s amazingly painful.  Literally.  I’ll talk about that later too.  These children have access to a much higher level of information, have a brilliant range of understanding and processing, but not at our level.  We should not be trying to fit them into our world, we should be trying to understand theirs.  Here is something else I know – Autism is here to stay.  Gradually within a few generations, all humans – not that you can call it that anymore – will be Autistic.  A lot of changes are coming, but that’s another post.   But the simple truth is Autism is just a higher form of processing and communicating.

After the show Diane and I stayed on the phone and talked about Autism, her work and her subject.  As we spoke, something amazing happened.  I began to talk about the language Autistics use and how trying to force them to use ours is incorrect.  Picture this: It’s like trying to teach a highly functioning and intelligent adult latin, hieroglyphics – or any dead language – while beating them amongst the face and head.  There are two thoughts there –

Why the hell do I need to know this when I already have this perfectly wonderful language to communicate?? and God, this hurts!

This is literally what it feels like to an autistic person to learn our language, they don’t have a need for it, and it hurts.  (as I  read back over this I get the visual of an adult dragging a child’s face along a rough concrete sidewalk, as the child wails and protests.  Again, this is what it feels like to them.  Why would we continue to do this?  – The correct approach is perhaps more fearful for us – opening our own minds to receive what THEY have to offer US.)   So – After the show during our conversation when I was speaking with Dr. Powell about her young subject I began to see a stream of colored shapes, imposed over a colored background.  These shapes were not just 3 dimensional, but…fuller, richer.  And there were no edges to the shapes, but there were definite shapes.  The first one was a red sphere (for the visual) set on a red/orange background.  It kind of bounced by – as if moving through a frame – from right to left.  I didn’t see them all at once, like we see sentences on a page, I saw them one at a time.  The sphere was rotating and…pulsing, all the while changing color in sync with the background.  As that shape moved off to the left, a new shape came into view, I kid you not, it looked like a puffy cheeto – but S shaped.  This one was purple/indigo, set on a purple background.  As it moved – again from right to left – a distinct yellow color emerged on its right side, and moved over and across it.  While I was seeing the shapes I was describing them to Diane.  She stopped me and the colored images ceased.  It was like I was “snapped” back into reality.  Which was too bad, in addition to being beautiful, these shapes, these two images brought with them not a picture in my head – like if you say the word cat – I know what a cat is and can see it in my head, it was nothing like that.  these images, letters, words or whatever they were – this “snapshot” of autistic language – brought with it no associative pictures in my head, nothing like that, but an all-encompassing sense of peace. That’s the only way I can describe it.  But Dr. Powell had stopped me to ask if I had done any research on Autism, was I reciting something I had read?  At first I didn’t understand the question.  When I got what she was saying I answered honestly “no”.  She went on to tell me that what I was describing was how a musical savant that is verbal (I don’t remember his name) – when he hears music he also sees it.  What I was describing was what he describes when he sees music.   After that I understood how autistics communicate with their own beautiful language, and how – for lack of a better feeling – UGLY ours is to them.  The visual I get is pulling someone down off of a high beautiful mountain with a lovely view of a fantastic sunset, and dragging them down into a dark and sopping wet muddy valley to trudge through the knee-deep mud.  Anguish is the word I hear.  After that conversation with Diane and seeing the language I began to have a deep headache on both sides of my head, as if someone put a vice straight down around my temples from above and tightened it.  This was odd, as most headaches I have begun behind one of my eyes and expand outwards.  This was very different.  I began to understand – to be shown – this is the pain autistics feel after working on our level.  That headache lasted until I went out and was around other people, somehow that “shook it off”.  But I got the message, loud and clear.  Again, it’s not to pull them into and integrate them into our world, but to get a better understanding of theirs.  I’ll go into this more later in another post.

What the Channel looks like working with clients

So working with clients is kind of like what I described in the earlier part – its a mix of that banked information that’s been coming in and stored, and that “plucking” of information that is somehow offered by the client.  Earlier this year I became familiar with accessing the Akashic Records, (which unknowingly I had already been doing) and that created a series of “downloads” that has increased the capacity of how I work.  Now I am able to look back into somebody’s past – and be taken to an age where something traumatized or splintered their thought processing.  Where an “incorrect” thought was placed – the way it looks to me is that the person is moving along a path just fine, the correct path, but then something happens to jar them and they start moving again, but on a slightly different, incorrect path.  Many times this is something so seemingly small, a punishment, a scolding, seeing someone the person loves doing something “wrong” in their eyes…anyway, I can see that point, take the person back to it, show it to them as they saw it, and help them to understand that whatever took place was simply incorrect.  Blame, judgement, pain and anger are removed at that point, and at the same time repeated patterns begin to unravel like a thread.  At the same time something amazing happens, as the person begins to heal, so does the individual that placed the incorrect thought, and the situation, even if they have already passed.  All of these things are happening at once, and are just channeled through me, I’m the conduit.  It appears this healing comes from the same, or at least a similar place that the Autistic Language does.  It comes from that stream I was talking about earlier, what I think Einstein was referencing when talking about  “the Ethers” (or Aether – from the greek word meaning “upper air” or “pure, fresh air”.  It’s all the same thing.  It encompasses peace, understanding, forgiveness.  I can’t explain it, and I don’t need to.  I just see it do it’s job and it’s done.  I don’t understand yet what the link is between the autistic Language and how my brain/mind works…but there is one.  This is what got me thinking – am I a savant?    When I was working with a director a while back he flew in from NY for a week to spend time with me and some other members of TPSC.  We were telling him we were all just normal people and after spending a couple of hours with me he said, “You are not normal.  You are far from normal.  None of you guys are normal!”  It was like he couldn’t even believe that we thought that.  At first I felt a little taken aback, but then he went on to say, “None of you have regular jobs.  None of you do things the way “normal” people do things.  Do you really see yourself as normal?”  That’s when I really started to think about that – not being normal.  And I know I’m not the only one.  I am a functioning person, but only on my own terms.  I don’t say this to sound like an elitist, quite the opposite, like the autistic or asperger kids – I just can’t take the whole world sometimes, my limits when it comes to “real life” are short.  Now that I am an adult I know this.  Here are a few of my own characteristics so you can see what I’m talking about.  I know little about Autism, so I don’t know if these match, but I do know a little about savants – fascinated, I started to read a little but then stopped, I don’t like to be front loaded on a topic by reading about it, I prefer for the information to just come naturally via the channel.  But here are some characteristics that I know coincide with or are because of…what I am.

I have little to no long-term or short-term memory.

Dyslexic / I transpose the last two numbers in sequences, but only occasionally.  I actually read the numbers backwards, not simply just writing them backwards.  Math is a foreign language – literally.  I have no understanding of even the most basic equation past simple adding and subtracting, multiplication, division.

Ridiculously high sensitivity to sound, especially sudden noise – here’s a real life example: the sound of a public toilet flushing – (like in a grocery store bathroom or movie theater )is excruciating to me.  Additionally I can hear/feel a cell phone vibrate three rooms away with the doors closed.

High sensitivity to “compact” electricity – Best Buy or the electronics department at Target are two places I stay away from.

Having more than one thing “playing” at once is excruciating to me.  Example: TV on in one room, son watching/listening to YouTube  in an adjoining room, while a conversation is going on all at the same time.  This creates extreme agitation in me and I have to leave immediately.

Sensory issues – example: condensation on a water glass makes my skin crawl even to see it.  Touching it, no way!

I can’t be around a lot of people at a time. Period!

Absolutely no patience for small talk or people who talk only about themselves or celebrities.  Can’t watch the news.  Highly empathic.

High sensitivity to light – I keep our house dark – much to the chagrin of my husband.

I’m not saying having these sensitivities makes me a savant.  But I want to know more about my brain/mind, what this is I have, working with others that have it and uncovering information.  I know a lot of BIG changes are coming, right around the corner, I have formed a team of people who have similar PSI characteristics, with variations, we are all on the PSI-Spectrum and working together increases our skills, we pick up each other’s skills and all of them are enhanced when we are together or connected in conversation.  We run what we pick up by each other, for clarification, and the information is all the same.  These people who are part of the team are all over the country and reaching now into the UK.  Whatever you want to call it – this Upper Level, Extended Intelligence, PSI-MIND, it does exist.  There are those of us that have been accessing it for a long time, and it is interwoven into our everyday lives.  This is accessible to everyone, not just a select few.  The people I  work with see these skills as a muscle to be developed, not as “gifts” but skills.  How they come about is another post.  This one has already gotten too long.

The last thing I need to address is skeptics.  I don’t care about skeptics.  I know how my mind works.  I want to know MORE about why it works the way it does, it’s that simple.  I know everyone has the capacity to use their minds in the way I do, if they choose to.  And if not, that’s ok.

Here’s the problem I have with skeptics.  You don’t have to believe me.  But don’t keep other people from accessing their own upper intelligence by ridiculing, shaming and frightening them into feeling stupid for even wanting to believe these things exist.  This is like the reverse of the story of the emperor’s clothes – there are those of us that not only see but embrace the beautiful rich fabrics, not on the emperor, but all around us.  We are living our lives with an extended mind, swimming in that stream.  If you choose not to, or believe (incorrectly) that you can’t, well that’s on you.  But don’t put it on me, don’t put it on anyone else.  This experience exists, it’s getting bigger and stronger.  You can live your life “disabling” that mind.  I will not.  And additionally I will tell you, you don’t have to.

 

 

Creating Catalysts – Psi-Mind, Evolution and Accessing Upper Intelligence

It’s been a while and again, of course TPSC has undergone a change, but it’s part of a long line of evolution…

we’ve gone from social – raising the flag to draw those first key individuals, all of whom have moved on, or mostly moved on….worked on the beginnings of a TV show – which showed me I can’t conform to be something I’m not, I don’t fit into a box.  When we were doing that I was worried all the time, is this what a network would want?  Am I doing this the right way?  Is this going to be put together in a way that represents what I’m truly trying to convey?  So even though the show didn’t materialize – it did it’s job.  It showed me I have to be exactly who I am and not worry about what other people think.

During that time TPSC also became a radio show – we are broadcast every Thursday evening at 5:00pm central time on www.paramaniaradio.com  – if you miss a show or would like to go back and listen to old shows TPSC is available on demand here: http://paramaniaradio.com/On-Demand.php?ondemanddir=Traveling%20Psychic%20Supper%20Club – there are currently 53 shows available – and you can listen on the site or download them.  The radio show broadened the reach, and it brought in yet more amazing minds who continue on with me today.  Others that are living this life, utilizing the skills we all have available to us.  I value and reach out to these minds on a regular basis, check in and continue to evaluate my own growth.  For these people and relationships I am eternally grateful.

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And the evolution has continued.  Now TPSC is a focused development and study group, meeting again in Austin, Texas.  We are monthly again, not around food, but around information.  In my own personal evolution I have become a researcher and am
daily gaining knowledge and information about that which exists outside of us.  Information that our Psi-mind can access.  In the future this blog will be used as a source to store information about my research, as a place to reach others that are doing similar research, even in fringe areas, and of course to connect with readers and share information.  TPSC is no longer a social group, that time has past.  We have always been about development, but now the time has come to push all…for lack of a better word – bullshit aside.  It’s time to get down to it.  There is work to be done.  Another thing:  I’m not adding pretty pictures, I don’t care about SEO.  If you find this page, it’s because you were meant to be here.  I’m not using internet tricks to draw traffic to this page.

And to the skeptics I say:  Just because you – you yourself personally, or who you represent  – don’t see something doesn’t mean it doesn’t exist.  You can say all you want about me, fellow researchers, fellow Psi-minded, it doesn’t matter.  There are those of us already accessing and living full and growing lives utilizing our Psi skills.  Your fear and need to admonish us only keeps other people away and closed off from their ingrained God given Upper Intelligence.  Many people are living rich full lives, where there is no division between the Psi-mind and the “human” mind.  We are here, we are accessing what exists and is available to all of us.  Shame on you for keeping people in the dark.  There is a tipping point coming.  Fear can hide what exists for only so long.  And I extend an invitation:  Join us any time.  🙂

BEETLEJUICE, GHOST, Story Share – We’re just getting started for OCTOBER

Hello Again and Happy Almost October!

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So much great stuff is going on with TPSC – Let’s get right to it!

First, if you are local – and want to be involved here in AUSTIN – check out the Meetup group –

http://www.meetup.com/Traveling-Psychic-Supper-Club/ a lot of times I post things there that don’t make it to the website… We’ve got some movies coming up and –

We are having a Story Share tomorrow night – Tuesday October 1 from 7-9 pm at Mindful Body Center.  This is the start of an ongoing meeting for people to come share, connect and learn about themselves through stories.  We can learn so much about ourselves by listening to other people’s stories…if you have been carrying around your own story for years, this is a great place to come, share, and let it go.  Anything can happen.  You can RSVP at the meetup page – http://www.meetup.com/Traveling-Psychic-Supper-Club/events/206378942/.  I hope you’ll join us!

Really getting into October – I’m partnering with Flix Brewhouse again for a couple of movies this time…

GHOST on October 8 – Seating/Preshow at 7:00pm – Purchase tickets on line / get there early!

Ok Ghost is a little Girly for me, but I’ve had a recent psychic experience – where a spirit LITERALLY would not leave me alone – so now I can totally relate to Whoopie Goldberg’s charater – Oda Mae Brown…
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We’ll have a little psychic discussion before and after the movie – AND it’s HALF PRICE BOTTLES of WINE NIGHT!  We’ll have another psychic Checklist made especially for this show that you can take home with you. (Courtesy of KELLY again! – he did a great job on the one for Poltergeist!)  Check out Flix Brewhouse to get tickets, this is a one time event, I hope you’ll join us!  Tickets are $5.  You can get them here – http://www.flixbrewhouse.com/flix-brewhouse/events/event-detail?event=ghost

Now on to….beetlejuice

BEETLEJUICE is October 22 at 7:00pm – This one will sell out!  Get tickets online early for sure and get there early!

We’ll be looking at the movie from the perspectives of Lydia Deetz – why can she see the Maitlands when no one else can, and we’ll talk about Beetlejuice himself – the original BIOEXORCIST.  Have you ever had a ghost in YOUR house?  We’ll have a checklist for this movie too!  Let’s look at life on the other side…and have some fun….It’s SHOWTIME – the ticket for this show comes with a Tim Burton Pint Glass – tickets are $7 – to purchase tickets: http://www.flixbrewhouse.com/flix-brewhouse/events/event-detail?event=Beetlejuice

That’s not all for October, but I wanted to post these events since tickets are already for sale online.  I hope you are having an amazing autumn, does anyone have big plans for Halloween?

Cell Block Psychic, PAT CAN HELP and September Dinner is HERE

Cell Block Psychic                  Victim’s Advocate                    Helping others – what can you do?

Connections made while watching show            This is hard enough as it IS (Possible Rant to follow)

the BAM the slap in the face comments everywhere, what a surprise.           If you don’t like it, don’t watch it.

We are doing what we can with what we’ve got, and we aren’t living in houses of GOLD (for me – far from it.)

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These are some thoughts I wrote down way back on July 2, after watching an episode of Cell Block Psychic so I wouldn’t forget.  I had never seen it before, and actually have not seen it since.  Flipping through the guide, I landed on a show with an interesting, catchy name – Cell Block Psychic.  (She wears an overcoat like this in a lot of the promo stuff…gotta love reality TV.  I doubt this is her normal everyday look…) Cell Block Psychic is how I came to meet Pat Pulley and her son, Jim.

I saw that there were a few shows playing in a row, so I taped them all, 3 total, to watch later.  I think this is going to end up being a series of posts around this very important day, so I hope you will check back later to keep up with what is going on around it, because something amazing began with watching this show – and it’s ongoing and unfolding still today.  So I’m going to pull from the list above and talk about a couple of things, then I’ll visit it again later, because like I said, this is the beginning, of something bigger.  Thank you for reading, and in turn becoming a part of it too.  At the bottom of this post, and in upcoming posts there will be an even bigger way to participate – if you choose to.

Oh and BTW this month’s diner has been set for September 17 at Buenos Aires Cafe –

A lot has been going on, so there is A LOT TO TALK ABOUT! If you are local – Austin – Join us!

 – you can make reservations HERE:

  https://travelingpsychicsupperclub.com/make-a-reservation/

OK so back to Cell Block Psychic.  In the show a psychic medium (Vickie Monroe – www.vickiemonroe.com) does something people apparently  (judging from comments about the show on the internet) either love or hate.  She helps families of victims of violent crimes heal from the experience by connecting with their loved ones – the ones killed, but also by connecting with their attackers or killers – who are in prison.  – /So I’m going to step in here for a quick second and share my personal thoughts based on my own experience./ – THIS IS NEVER EASY TO DO.  For anyone who watches this show – and I know the intention behind it is one of love – the show isn’t sensationalized really, and the producers do a pretty good job of just telling the story, they aren’t trying to take advantage of anyone’s grief or pain, it’s actually trying to do the opposite.  For some reason a lot of people attacked the show, which I think is too bad.  I mean seriously, people are going into spaces taunting spirits and stirring up energy – just for ratings.

YES, I am looking at YOU Zach/Ghost Hunters…this frustrates me to no end.  That’s another post entirely.)

(Photo by Chris Weeks/WireImage)
(Photo by Chris Weeks/WireImage)

OK enough of that.

 Dealing with people who you know have harmed someone, is scary.  Going to a prison to interview someone – in a situation where you have no idea of what will happen or be said, I imagine, is terrifying.  Even in the controlled environment of a set, an inmate is a volatile element of the equation.  In my CASA work, I’ve had to sit across from people who I know have done terrible, unspeakable things.  AND CARRY ON A NORMAL CONVERSATION.  Being clairvoyant on top of it, I get another whole layer of the story.  So if you think this is easy, or fun, it’s not.  It’s just something that we are led to do, and something that must be done so that on some level healing can occur.  In Vickie’s case, Yes, there are cameras there, yes this is creating a show for – ultimately – ratings and entertainment.  But if you can help people along the way, and in such a deep and healing way…why should that be attacked?  I don’t know Vickie Monroe, but I can tell you – she was picking up the things she said she was, because while watching the show, I was also picking up on them – and other stuff, too.  And one story out of the three really caught my attention, and an individual stood out to me, and he wasn’t even one of the main characters, but an advocate brought in for additional information about batterers.  His name is Jim Pulley.

Jim’s mother was shot and killed by her abuser – her second husband, NOT Jim’s father.  They told a portion of her story on the show.   And Jim wrote a book about the experience – an amazing book that you can find here:  http://www.amazon.com/s?ie=UTF8&page=1&rh=n%3A283155%2Cp_27%3AJim%20B%20Pulley

 

I want to say a couple of things about Jim’s book.  When he handed it to me I knew it was something special.  It’s an interesting, unusual portrayal of abuse and murder from a peripheral viewpoint, but also from within the inner circle of the victim.  There are components that make the book fascinating on many levels.  There are references to Pat’s personal journals, words written in here own words, as well as actual police reports written by officers involved in the case.  If you are interested in forensics, CSI, or how police lead their investigations then this is a great read.  Jim does an amazing job of compiling all of this, as well as his own personal experience into a book that is an exciting, but also heartbreaking.  Especially for me because I know him, and his mom.  He is a wonderful, loving, giving, and in spite of his ordeal, happy man.  A man who loved his mother so much that he was able to wade through the waves of pain to tell her story.  And not only to tell her story and leave it at that.  No, not Jim.  He takes it to the next level.  He speaks to groups, individuals, anyone who needs to hear the message.  And the message is that EVERYONE MATTERS.  Everyone is loved by someone, and we all need each other.  That’s what I got from his book.  You can find out more about Jim and Pat Pulley at www.patcanhelp.com

If you have ever experienced abuse, know someone who has, or want to help someone avoid it in the future (I finished it and am giving it to both my 16 year old daughter and 13 year old son to read) – then pick up this book.  And don’t just read it, pass it along.

Initially, when watching the show I didn’t know why Jim stood out to me.  But he did.

And I heard, in my head, “You need to meet that guy.”  And I knew that I would.  Something else happened that day, and you can believe it or not, but it happened.  I met the amazing Pat Pulley too,  Jim’s mother who had been battered and killed by her abuser.

 

If you have been a victim of abuse and want to share your story, I am compiling stories that will be included in a book I am writing about the levels of abuse, what creates a victim, how to help loved ones that are being victimized and why some people remain victims and some do not.  I am asking people to share their stories so others may read them and connect – and understand they are not alone.  only first names and ages will be used, or you may ask to share anonymously.  Please, if you feel led to, or feel your story could help someone else, I invite you to send it in the form below.  Please if you know of someone who could benefit from sharing their story, feel free to pass this post along to anyone you like.  Sometimes even sharing, just getting it out there, even if it isn’t to be used in the book – helps.

One Note:  Please do not share stories from the media, or stories that are hearsay.  I ask is that you share only stories you or a direct loved one have experienced.  Anyone who sends a story agrees to and understands that they may be used in this publication, unless expressly requested otherwise.  Thank you, and let’s see what we can do together, to heal, connect strengthen and share.

Upcoming Events – Driskill Brunch and Psychic Development Tour

There’s lots going on lately, and I guess this post is a little late to “market” or “publicize”my table at the Body Mind Spirit Expo – since it’s TOMORROW…but I don’t care, I wanted to let everyone know about some cool upcoming TPSC events.  Oh yea, and I’m going to be at the BMSE this weekend, Saturday and Sunday – I’ve got a table at booth 3, so if you are there drop by and say Hi, I’m doing tarot and intuitive readings, if I can remember to I’ll take lots of pics and post them here.  🙂

It’s time to visit the Driskill again, I get tired of doing “Psychic Events” only around Halloween.  Psychic stuff isn’t scary, and for me this happens all the time, so I wanted to create something cool, special and fun – so I’m doing a Brunch and Psychic Development Tour in August, back to back since the tours are small – there’s room for 10 on each day.

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So join me for brunch at the Famously Haunted Driskill Hotel in the Famously FANCY Driskill Grill.

Click the picture below to check out the event and make a reservation.

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I’m working on pinning down the date for the September dinner, which is going to be at the Buenos Aires Cafe on 6th.  It’s on the reservations page already, and I’ll update it once I’ve got the date set.  Some other events are in the works, I’m partnering with Austin artist Tina Schweiger – whose studio at Austin Artpost is a work of art in itself.

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This is Tina – we met on last year’s East Austin Studio Tour…you can check out her work here:  www.tinaschweiger.com

I’ll keep you posted on that….for now – it’s time for chow mein.

Ryan Gosling, Ron Swanson, the Weinstein Company and how they fit together in my life

Ok, so this is going to be probably a super long post.  But I think it’s interesting and I hope that you do too, and if you stick with me all the way to the end I think you’ll be happy or at least maybe get it.  If not you are welcome to tell me it sucked in the comments section below.

So if you read this blog you know I’m psychic and blah blah blah.  But I don’t write about most of the crazy amazing stuff that happens to me on here because so much STUPID CRAZY AMAZING stuff happens that involves other people that I don’t know what I can write about and what I can’t.  But I picked up Nick Offerman’s book Paddle Your Own Canoe – which is fantastic, if you haven’t heard about it, well its really good.  It’s really fucking good.  And what I’m getting from this book is – tell your story.  So I’m going to start telling my stories.  And that may involve a little cussing, Mom, sorry about that, just skip over those words.  But these are my stories and sometimes they involve other people, some of whom you may have heard of.  So this is one of them.

OK, jeez where do I start?  Well, a while back a director, David contacted me because he had come across the Supper Club on as he said, the Interwebs.  He was putting together pitches for a network that had to do with food, I’ll leave it at that, and was I interested in putting something together.  Well, I was so we did.  The main people involved with the supper club at the time, David and his Production Partner Andrew – both just stellar, top notch guys, who I loved then and love now, we got together and put something together and then David went to pitch it, and it didn’t stick.  Something I’ve learned about TV in my experiences with her, is that TV is a fickle bitch.  What she craves and desires one minute, is thrown to the wayside the next.  ACTUALLY, sometimes she tells you what she wants to your face, petting you and coddling you and caressing you the whole time, while speaking with a forked tongue to the SIDE and telling someone else, while petting and coddling them – that she wants  something completely different.  Yea, it is what it is.  I don’t take it personally.

So although that network wasn’t down for it, David said, hey, we have something here.  So let’s do this let’s keep going.  So we did.  An amazing benefactor came literally out of nowhere, and from right beside me at the same time, to provide the cash to self finance this project.  For that I am eternally grateful, and this person knows it.  This person is pretty freaking special to me, that having nothing to do with the large pile of cash.  So we shot some footage here around Austin and had an amazingly fun time doing it, and it was all like a dream.  And I kept saying, is this real, is this really happening, going to happen, etc.  But we kept going and it was awesome.

So then we had all this footage, and David was doing his part, and Andrew was doing his part, and we were just waiting.  This was over the summer, David and I would talk on the phone, he would tell me what he had, I would tell him what was coming in about it, and we would go from there.  When I say “coming in” I mean psychicly.  So David was telling me all the people he knew in the industry, and who he could show this to and should he and I kept feeling like the person to show this to is someone you will meet socially.  I was like, who have you met recently, at a party or something like that?  And he was like, well, I just met this one guy, but he works for the Weinstein Company, but they wouldn’t want this, they mainly do film.  But I was like, no I don’t care about that, but this is the guy to show our stuff to.  Just do that and he’ll have the right input.  He’s Our Guy.  For now.  So some more time went by, we waited some more.  And David did his thing, and Andrew did his thing.  So somewhere in there, David did show Our Guy – and he liked it.  And that felt good that the guy I thought was our guy liked it.  So here is something that happens a lot in TV that I found out.  People – meaning production companies – pitch show ideas like crazy, all the time.  Like, they make up an idea and just pitch it, to see if it sticks.  And they pitch constantly, like 20 ideas at a time.  I found out more about this at RealScreen – a conference I’m going to talk about later if you stick around you’ll see that word again.  But so David was showing this project to Our Guy and he said something about us being real psychics, this was a real group, that really met for Dinner and discussion, and I don’t think anyone who had seen this footage before had known that.  I mean, I just assumed that people knew it because I didn’t know anything about this business at the time.  I think they thought that this was a made up scenario with actors that someone had thrown together and shot some scenes.  But the scenes we shot were actually all stuff we really did, or based on real experiences we really had had.  So I think that was like, totally off the page of how things normally happen so Our Guy at the Weinstein Company was like, oh, I didn’t know these people were real, I want it.  Well, That’s how it seems to have happened at least.  Either way, we signed on with The Weinstein Company.  Holy Shit.  Like Martin Laurence says in Bad Boys –

So wait.  Now I think you may be saying, this bitch just put Ryan Gosling in the title to drive traffic to her blog.  Fuck her.  No dude, I’m getting to that part.  So settle down.  So we had come on with Weinstein, and I just started thinking about Ryan Gosling a lot.  And I like Ryan Gosling just fine, but I was thinking about him a LOT.  More than I should have been for some reason.  I mean, more than was normal.  At this point I had gone to Boston with a couple of members of the Supper Club, Susan and Lacey and the whole time I was there, I was listening to Dead Man’s Bones – which is Ryan Gosling’s band.  And they are brilliant.  I am actually mad that RG won’t get it together and make another album, I love this one so much, but that’s neither here nor there, I mean he’s got his own life going on so whatever.

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But every night I was in Boston, I didn’t sleep that well – and that’s a whole other story, but every night I listened to Dead Man’s Bones while trying to go to sleep.  Then out of nowhere it hit me, he was supposed to do the music for the show.  The show we didn’t even have edited together yet, that we weren’t even pitching yet, yep, that was it.  Even if it was just him and Zach, the other guy in the band hitting a kids xylophone with a tiny cobbler’s hammer while humming, he was the one to do the music.  Yes, I know this is crazy.  And yes, I do know Ryan Gosling is an A list celebrity.  And he would never do it, but like I didn’t care.  I called David and told him this information.  He was like, uh, Deb, I’m not sure about this.  Are you sure?  and I was like, yep.  I don’t know how you are going to make this happen, but I know you will do what needs to be done and let’s go from there.  So God Bless him, he did.  He contacted RG’s agent about him doing the music for the show.  He even sent me the emails about it.  I was like, THIS IS FREAKING NUTS!! HA HA HA My director is talking to RYAN FUCKING GOSLING’S agent about my show.  Well, they exchanged emails at least.  She very graciously and sweetly replied that that wasn’t really in the vein of RG’s direction right now, so no he wouldn’t be doing it, but thank you for thinking of him for the project.  It didn’t happen, but I don’t care, I love that story.  And now RG keeps tapping on my brain again, I’ve been thinking about him for the past couple of days, randomly, actually not so randomly, but that’s for later in the story.  Either way, I didn’t just use Ryan’ Gosling’s name to drive people to the blog, and we didn’t get him for the music, but it fits in with the bigger picture anyway.  So, where was I…

OK so Weinstein had the project now, was editing it, and we were waiting.  I mean, I was doing my own thing here, don’t get me wrong, but we were waiting.  Then everything was edited together into a sizzle – this is what they use to pitch your show or idea to the big wigs.  And they did, seriously, it was crazy.  Top folks over at the Weinstein Company were pitching my idea, I even heard that Harvey himself was talking about it over lunches – LUNCHES for GOD SAKES with Execs.  This still blows my mind.  So the top people in the top tiers were handling my project.  And that was pretty cool.  So all this pitching was going on and we were getting information about it, and all the time, there was something scratching at the back of my head that the timing wasn’t right.  I didn’t listen to that little scratching, I just kept on keepin’ on because I was like, hey little scratch, you aren’t there.  So we kept going.

And not much happened.  A year went by.  Something I also found out about the TV industry is this – it moves freaking FAST.  And what is an amazing idea one minute, is yesterday’s empty pizza box the next.  And that’s just the way it is.  You don’t stay shiny for long.  So all this amazing energy and…nothing.  Within seconds we were yesterday’s news, old hat.  So we waited.  Then January came.  That’s when RealScreen is – this big reality TV conference that happened in DC this past year.  I was talking to Andrew and mentioned in passing that something big was coming at the end of January.  I don’t know anything about RealScreen, wouldn’t have had any reason to know about it.  But Andrew stopped and said, Deb, do you know what happens in the end of January?  And I was like, no, what?  And he said, RealScreen.  And I was like, OK.  What’s that?  Then he told me and I was like, I need to be there.  We’ve got to get me to RealScreen.  And they did.  These guys that believed in this tiny idea, and some other outside/inside forces that I knew about too, made it happen.  This was it.  This was our last ditch effort to make this happen.  And we gave it our all.  We did everything we could do, we met some Freaking AMAZING people while there, I met Chris, a member of the team that had been looking at my face all these hours of editing, who felt he knew me, which was surreal, and he was awesome!  I met Our Guy at Weinstein face to face, and loved him just as much as I always had.  I met so many people in the industry, producers, talent (I was considered “talent” while there with my Supper Club colleague, Kelly, who was also there to represent us – “talent” that cracked me up.)  We were all co-creators on this crazy ride.  And it was a crazy ride.  Sometimes Kelly and I would just look at each other and be like W – T – F.

While I was there I was reading the whole time, the psychic never sleeps…and I was picking everything up, the crazy energy being projected from the pitchers, the producers looking to sell a show, the deflection of this energy from the execs, Just this super whirl of energy, hope, confidence, and deflection, the denial of one idea, the picking up and dusting off, then the running back into the fire with another.  It was crazy and fun, to see from the outside.  Everyone was there with a million ideas, and I realized, wow, we are here with ONE.  One idea.  we were like little kids walking into the world cup with a street ball under our arms.  Underdogs.  To THE MAX.  But it was perfect.  We did it too, our people pitched to their people, that stuff was out of my hands and I was glad.  I was there for the experience, to promote my show, but a larger experience grew from that, and I met some people that I was meant to meet, one in particular who is a crazy super big wig producer – I heard him speak in the morning to a massive audience and just OWN it, then heard him speak later that day to a smaller audience, of which I was a part – and just holding each person there in the palm of his hand, I walked right up to him afterwards and asked him to join me for a beer, because I just wanted to KNOW this guy,  Not because of TV, but just because he’s amazing.  Well, we didn’t have a beer then, but did later on that evening, actually it was drinks not a beer, shots that were named AFTER him at this big party we were all at with all these crazy executives.  (I drank one shot and that was enough).  We had an amazing conversation that has led to a wonderful friendship.  And I treasure it, and it has nothing, nothing to do with TV.  I love it when that happens, when you are led somewhere for what seems one reason, but something even more special and important grows from it.  That’s where the real meat is.  Oh btw, this producer, you may know some of his work, he does a little show about fishing boats that you may have seen, it’s been on for about 10 years now.

So, maybe now you are asking, well what happened to the show????  Well, nothing.  Wait, not nothing.  More like Nothing and Everything.  We had this amazing experience, this wild ride, got hooked up with the top tiers, and got exactly what we were supposed to from it, and it has it’s place in time and in our lives and it’s done.  What we put together and pitched, doesn’t even exist anymore, in the way it was then.  It’s grown, and shifted, and moved into something else.  Some people have left, and many more people have come in.  And it’s still growing and becoming more and more amazing.  And it’s not over.  No way, not for a long shot.  But it’s mine, and I own it, and I’ve gotten everything back to move this forward on my own with the PHENOMENAL people that are involved now, and more are coming to it every day, this tiny idea.  This makes me incredibly happy – this crazy, crazy ride.

So I’ve been reading Nick Offerman’s book, and I just picked it up and started reading a chapter I  thought I would like, which mentions Ryan Gosling a couple of times.  And like I said, I had been thinking about him again for some reason.  That wasn’t making it past me…so I got to the last page of the chapter, and turned the page.  The next chapter was ACTUALLY the one I had gone to read, so do you see what I’m saying, I read the wrong chapter by accident.  By beautiful, crazy accident, which wasn’t an accident at all.  The chapter I actually read was Finding Swanson, about how Offerman went through all of these crazy experiences and auditions, and how he got to Ron Swanson.  And how if he had taken any of the ones that he didn’t get, he wouldn’t have gotten Ron.  And who else was MADE to play Ron Swanson, but Nick Offerman?

It shows me again, how everything fits into the perfect place at just the right time.  Thank you, Ron Swanson.

Change starts with the little man…

Yesterday Kelly and I did a show with Maria Benning, who does amazing work with the Akashic Records.  It was a super fun show for me, and on top of that, it reiterated some information that has been coming together for a while, and Maria is the perfect voice to share it, she’s down to earth, doesn’t feel (or present) that she is some super wise teacher – you can check her out here:   http://mariabenning.com/and here http://earthsrecord.com/

In short, the messages I keep getting are this: we all have access to the greatness inside of us – if we can just chose to Accept, Acknowledge and ACT.

These words have been coming to me for years, since I wrote my kids program, also, funny enough, based on 3 vowels –

Intuition, Indicators and Instincts.  You can read about that work here: www.iprojectconfidence.com

So anyway, while I was writing that program, I also kept going back to the 3 A’s – Accept, Acknowledge and ACT.  Our interview with Maria brought me back to that again…  If you would like to hear the show on demand it’s available here:

http://paramaniaradio.com/On-Demand.php?ondemanddir=Traveling%20Psychic%20Supper%20Club

It’s really worth a listen, because we talked a LOT about what WE can do to create change.  And it’s not what you think.  Change isn’t started with guys in suits up in Washington, or princes in palaces.  It’s started with US.  Each of us.  The small guy, the little guy.  The SIMPLE person, who just makes a different choice, not to fight.  Not to hate.  Not to ARGUE ENDLESSLY about things that DON’T MATTER!!  All these earthly things we bicker about, dig at each other about, if we could just do less of THAT, even hold our tongues ONE TIME – that’s a start.

Nope, not the “BIG WIGS” up on Capitol Hill, but the people tending their own small gardens, the farmers in the fields, just doing what they can to provide for their families, with their hands in the soil, toiling for an honest return in an UNHONEST market….These are the changemakers.

photo borrowed from Huffington Post
photo borrowed from Huffington Post

Not the Professional Athletes, (Sorry Labron) but the teachers, who go to school and hug their kids, and try to make a difference, tired from Testing, swimming against the current to make a difference.

The parents that are doing what they can with what they’ve got, WE ARE THE CHANGE MAKERS.  So this post is for all of us – let’s add a little love in today, give an extra hug, an extra smile, and make a small difference, it’s worth so much more than any of us know.  I am reminded AGAIN of a favorite poem of mine, spoken by a favorite saint, Saint Francis of Assisi.

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I borrowed this lovely image from a website, that also had this post….not a coincidence, here is the site

named Teacher as Transformer – which shared this poem as well, which it taken from the full post which you can find here: http://ivonprefontaine.com/category/progressive-education/

here is an excerpt from the post, and a VERY real connection – a quote by Margaret Mead that blew me away, thank you GOD – Universe – SOURCE for leading me here today.  What a wonderful validation…

This need for real, flexible, and sustainable change reminded me of Margaret Mead: “Never doubt that a small group of thoughtful, committed citizens can change the world; indeed, it’s the only thing that ever has.”

I found this beautiful poem by Brazilian poet Rubin Alves. He spoke of hope, but not hope as a soft and gentle aspect of life, but hope matched with suffering and resiliency which gives rise change and the hoped. I particularly enjoyed: “So let us plant dates/even though we who plant them will never eat them./We must live by the love of what we will never see.”

What is hope?
It is the pre-sentiment that imagination
is more real and reality is less real than it looks.
It is the hunch that the overwhelming brutality
of facts that oppress and repress us
is not the last word.
It is the suspicion that reality is more complex
than the realists want us to believe.
That the frontiers of the possible are not
determined by the limits of the actual;
and in a miraculous and unexplained way
life is opening up creative events
which will open the way to freedom and resurrection –
but the two – suffering and hope
must live from each other.
Suffering without hope produces resentment and despair.
But, hope without suffering creates illusions, naïveté
and drunkenness.
So let us plant dates
even though we who plant them will never eat them.
We must live by the love of what we will never see.
That is the secret discipline.
It is the refusal to let our creative act
be dissolved away by our need for immediate sense experience
and is a struggled commitment to the future of our grandchildren.
Such disciplined hope is what has given prophets, revolutionaries and saints,
the courage to die for the future they envisage.
They make their own bodies the seed of their highest hopes.

so, how about that?

Have a beautiful day, and share some love, either by hug, smile, or holding of tongue and let’s make a change today.

Here’s a smile and a hug from me – from one of my favorite days….

jimelenadeb

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